-i'm just a boy*.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Emo emo emo~
Here's a song that been listening to, 1st impression of it is kinda noisy, but when u sit down and slowly hear they lyric u will like go crazy over it=x

Well when you go,
So never think I'll make you try to stay,
And maybe when you get back,
I'll be off to find another way.

And after all this time that you still owe,
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know,
So take your gloves and get out,
Better get up,
While you can.

When you go,
And would you even turn to say,
I don't love you, like I did, yesterday?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading,
So sick and tired of all the needless beating,
But baby when they knock you down and out,
Is where you oughta stay.

When after all the blood that you still owe,
Another dollar's just another blow.
So fix your eyes and get up,
Better get up,
While you can.

Ahh,ahhh

When you go,
Would you even turn to say,
I don't love you like I did yesterday

Well Come on,
COME ONNN!!!

When you go,
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday-hey-heyy

I don't love you like I loved you like i loved you yester-day.

I don't love you like I loved you yester-daaaay.

Labels: Emotions

ineedAlife. 8:10 PM

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

DRINK
DRANK
DRUNK!

hahahaha!
Sneak out of the house at 12am++ and met Alvin then we walk to Chun wang's house together.

Oh~ this time we gonna have Vodka absolute Peach! haha~ Seeing the half filled bottle that we gonna 'kill' tonight standing on Wangs desk, i took the bottle and opened and sniffed~ woooo~
Smell sooo like the peach tea sold in Biz Park! like sooo cool yeah! hahahaha!
Then we went the downstairs to the prime mart and get some coke and ice! Then we had our drining session at the big play ground where we always used to have our drinks=x
Mix a little of the vodka with the coke...
Hmmmm~ not bad taste. haha~ so decide to have more concentration of the vodka..
then... EEWWWW! the taste! ARRG! TOTALLY SUCKS! eeeeWWW! the taste really makes mi wanna puke! gosh~ then back to the little vokda and many many coke formula then able to drink. haha~
The idiot wang didnt wan to drink and he took pure coke instead of vodka!
Drink till about 1/4 left then we like finished the coke. So we make another trip to the mart and get coke and also some twistes, as it feel a little empty if we onli keep drinking and not eat any=x
Went to the toilet a few times too as keep have the feeling of peein=x ahhaas.
Felt a little giddy this time~ arrrG, cant hold my liquid well le~ xD

Drink till like 5am++ then like abit sleepy le. *amount of vodka left : 15% *
Felt very filled with the vodka le so decided not to drink anymore, so we went back to wang house and slept till the around 9am+ haha~ alvin woke mi up and told mi he 'killed' the remainin 15% of the vodka! hahaha! As usual, alvin the great tanker for drinks! x)

We decided to go back and rest so packed up and left wang's house. Wanted to take cab but there is like totally no sight of any cab even when we 'walk-and-flag' from Ponggol to Sengkang! haha! Then we like reached my house and we separated, reached home and i went to grab my last few hours of sleep before the trainin!

Woke up a 12pm+ then watch a few espisode of naturo then i went to neet jeryl for trainin.
Got our jersey for the tourment and its purple and white in colour! Kinda cool yeah! hmmm~ got a number 13 this time.. A number that i nv got b4.. haha!
Todae's trainin kinda feeling no energy and i like hurt my knee~ awwww!
Had dinner after the trainin then back home at around 10pm~

Slack then listenin to radiodelight now.. ha~
Tml is sunday~ working day again! aRRG!

Labels: Drink Drank Drunk

ineedAlife. 12:25 AM

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Wheee wheee~ friday!
Had to wake up early in the morning to reach school by 8 for my lab lesson~ yawn!
Bus was kinda soo packed and i had to stand at the very very last concer~ awww!
Reached slightly late, but not too late=x

Had my miling lesson todae~ made a pen holder with the alumimiun block and the teacher say good! wa~ 1st time sia!! Work piece alway genna picked by him de..
Ended lesson~ went to library to watch naruto then vivian came, then met dor, joanna, denise and tat at design for lunch~
then met jeryl at library to slack while we wait fo yusong for our RUN! hahahaa~

Finally, around 4pm, yusong came, so we went to change for the resevior run=D
Had a little warm up and started running.
Chiong chiong chiong then finally completed the 5k run! haha,this the 5th time.
Then while we on our way back to sch, saw colleen with her ' friends' playing tennis. *cough cough* Tennis boys? hahaha~ ops ops.~

Then had some run at the tracks with yusong and wat i can say is he really can run well! i was like so tired after the resevior run and yet he still able to run soo swiftly for the track run..-_-
Had a little gym then we went to the basketball court for some shooting.

Played some games with the people there, and all of us almost cramp while playin! haha~ too 'hardworking' already.
Finally freak out then we went to cool down then bath, jeryl left 1st then mi and yusong went for dinnner.

After dinner, while waiting for bus, saw joan, jodin, joanna, geraldine and tat. And also heard that geraldine got in the Su main committee, and Joyce is the president for BSG, wow~ congrats to these people.

Backed home, then alvin called mi, haha~ time for a gathering for a drink~ will be going down chun wang's house soon! time to catch up with the old buddies! =D

Labels: 5th run

ineedAlife. 11:58 PM

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Voooom~ Thursday arrived!

Arrg~ Math quiz todae!! Arrg~
Kinda know nothing for math for this sememster.. Went to the bus stop to take bus 27 and i saw huimin, my freshie for Foc.

As usual, soo packed at the bus stop so we decided to take cab to Tp, yay~
Met with 1 more of her classmate, han xiang and 3 of us reached Tp kinda early! Its like 845 onli=x hahas, 1st time i am early for my morning class!! =D

Had my Math quiz, knew nothing=x
Then went to mensa to had Brunch..
Went to watch underworld to kill time and then had my make up lab.

Finally my last lesson then chiong back home! sooo tired that i keep dozing off =x
Arrg~ think i got fat over these days! wanna run tml!! ARrrg~ shoes tore sad!!!
time to get a new shoe too!=D

Labels: Tired

ineedAlife. 11:18 PM

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Its sunday~
But i am here at J8 working where others are having fun and enjoying this beautiful weekend! Arrg~

As for the whole of this and next month will be having Great Sigapore Sale and its really kinda busy! The whole shop is liked filled with China-s and Indians-_-
Actually the amout of discount is the same even though before the GSS buy donno why all like soo attracted to the GSS..

Busy busy bored, bored and finally its like 9pm and i am off! wheee, while crossing the overhead bridge to my busstop i saw a bus, then omg! its 156! ITS MY BUS! so i dashed down the bridge and, phew~ i was able to board it=D else had to wait for another 15-20mins!!

Yeah~ busy week next week! test test test~ arrrg~ Good luck to everyone+ mi=D

Labels: Work

ineedAlife. 11:18 PM

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Friday, May 18, 2007

wheee~ whee~
Its TP's CCN day today!
Were kinda excited about it so Jordon, willie yuan and mi went to have a walk around all the booth after our lab lesson.
Lots of things people are selling, from candies, dougnuts, marshmellow and even hamsters!
Oh ya~ and we saw people havin terrapins race~ awww` that reminds mi of dots and strips!!

Yuan and willie bought some marshmellow and we shared it, then patrolled the whole place then decided to go catch spiderman 3 at century square, so we headed there for lunch.
Finally decided on eating pepper lunch and we went to get the tickets. its was on jordons's treat as he has free tickets! hahaha~
So we got this freaky idea of buying drinks and popcorns into the threate. So we went to the ntuc and boughts lots of pop corns drinks and even pringels cheese chips and smuggled into the cinema=x

Saw the trailier of Pirates of the Carribbean3 and its like sooo nice~ awwww` must watch must watch!=x
The cinema kinda empty so we can like put our bags on other seats and can have our legs rested on the front seats=x Sooo enjoying yeah!
Watched the Spiderman3 and jordon like keep on critising it. hahaha~ Hmmm, think the show can be classifice as horror flim cuz kinda so many sudden sound effect and were like scared by it!

Went back to Tp together and they explore the CCN day while i went for my weekly bedok resevior run=X
Todae is the 4th time i ran the reseviour, kinda had this crazy little idea of running naked for the 10th run=x hahahahahah!
Went to the gym for a little workout after the ran and bathed and met the mini ayton gathering and guess wat, the rare guest Keong came todae! hahaha~

We went to have dinner opposite sch and then slacked till 8pm ++ then decided to go home.
And guess wat! Hock went back with yy, kaiwei and i togther by 27 ! hahaha` like sooo rare lo!
Was like entertained by him for the whole journey~
Reached Sengkang then yy and kaiwei got off and i got off the other stop, leaving hock alone to go to hougang interchange himself. haha~ Wondering if he will be lost x=

Still wondering if i will be working on sunday~ schdule still not comfrim. Awww~ alright! tml is saturday! Trainin again~ hope tml will be a better day yeah!

Labels: Exercise

ineedAlife. 10:17 PM

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

bad day bad day~

Friendly match wasnt a good one for mi~=(

Anyway~ theres the pic of dotx and strips~ make ya guess whom is whom!!

Labels: Down

ineedAlife. 11:54 PM

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Its finally 7pm!
Just finished my last lecture of the day; french lecture. Kinda the 1st time to go for french lecture x)

Met Chessia, dorothy and shi huan at Biz Park as they were having their lunch there.
Reach then and OMG! Chessia passed mi a box which has 2 terrapins in it! haha~
SO this is the thing she said that she wanted mi to bring home todae when she called mi in the noon!!
Thus i suddenly become the FATHER OF 2 terrapins! Ahahahahahha!

Then named one spots and one stripes and one had dot shape while the other had stripy line underneat their shells=x
haha~ Strips is also called Blanga as its darker compare to spots=D

We came out of lots of funky idea on rearing the terrapins, like ; feeding it with proteins so it will grow bigger faster and have bigger biceps so an fight with lai hock=x Steven even suggested to feed on it after it grow up! omg~ hahaha~

Went home with dorothy by 27 with my 2 new child=x
ARRG~ couldnt sleep as i had to hold them or else they will be like experiencing earthquakes=)
Reached home, and i had my dinner togther with my 2 child todae! hahaha!
So heart warming yeah=))

Oh ya! asked chessia if later the 2 terrapins become emo terrapins how! haha! so she suggested i shld stuff cotton wools on their ears to prevent them from listen the emo songs!
Gosh gosh~ i will take care of these 2 lovly terrapins like my child ok! Will treat as my parental trainin courses=X
May it grow up big big but not gonna give steven eat xD haha~

Alright! tml sch starts 8am, awww~ gonan turn in early with my childs!

Labels: My 2 childs

ineedAlife. 11:04 PM

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

its 12th May todae~ Gosh a Saturday~!
Didnt went for the ayton Spiderman3 outing as i have my trainin.

Went for to bus 27 at around 1230 to meet jeryl and leonard at Tampinese there.
However when just at the bus stop before expressway, i remember that i forgot to being my jersey along, so i quickly alighted and ran back home to get it, then i realised its kinda far from my house to the bus stop.. Smsed jeryl to tell them to go 1st as i would be late.

Took the jersey then go and waited for another 27, thanks godness it arrived fast and i reached tampinese at 110pm like that then the bus 67 arrived and i quickly board it to the safra stop so i can changed to bus 5.
Reaching the bus stop saw a bus 5 infront of my bus and i saw jerly them going to board the bus 5! However the driver insist of not opening the door till the bus reach the bus stop front! ARRRG~! i was like ' !#$%^&*' stupid driver!!!! Miss jeryl them by sooo little~
Waited for another bus 5 and reached Novena there quite fast as there isnt traffic jam like the other time i board.

Had our trainin and then we bathed and rdy for dinner. It rained so we had to quickly rush tot he shelter to Novena square. We ate at the kopitiam instead of having the usual fast food=)
Then backed home and we boarded bus 5. The bus like had some foul smell and its packed with many blanga. Saw one of the passenger covered herself with her handkercheif=x
Finally reached kaki bukit there and most of them alight..

Reached home and played some game, then was like soo tired and fell asleep at 2am+ without turnin off my pc. Had it off the next morning the 6am~=D

Labels: Tired

ineedAlife. 10:05 PM

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

11th May
hmm~ its Friday!~ arrg, had lesson at 8am todae and its like raninin~ so i took a cab hoping that i would reach sch on time for my lab lesson. However, i was caught in the heavy traffic congestion!! aww~ like stucked at the sengkang expressday for like 10-15mins before having a smooth journey zZzzzz.
Wat's worst is that cab driver didnt exit at the expressway exit at the ikea there, and he made a big round to changi-tampinese exit which is somewhere near willie's house there~
Reached Tp at around 815am... and the fare is like $14! ARRG~

Had my lab todae and i made a metalic pencil case for todae!
Meet Vivian, Chessia, Shi Huan, wenhao, dorothy , yuanxin + joanna and some more aytons people for lunch=) We went to the Mensa2 and couldnt get ourselves seats.. Waited and waited then finally got seats for everyone. Had vegetatian food again!

After eating most of them went for lesson then leaving joanna, col, chessia, shihuan + mi.
Col and joanna went meet classmate then the reaminin 3 or us went to poly clinic to get a mc for chessia as she said she feeling sick and dun wanna go lesson-_-

Went to shi huan's house there 1st as she need to change, on the way there, was scared by a crocoach which was like sleepin on the wall=x
Reached the clinic then waited for 1hours plus, while waiting learnt some new games from shi huan, called the wat; coke burger, fries, nugget game. haha~ i am like forever losing in that game..

Chessia got her mc then we went back school. Oh y! i finally realised chessia name is chessia and not cheesia. hahaha~ sound so funny lo, chee-sia. * 7 down *
went run at the reseviour again~ yay~ 3rd time=))
Then was like late to meet denise to go home.. cuz i had to pass chessia her jacket and was liek couldnt reach her..
joanna and tat were like angry~ awww..
But waited for dorothy then went home with dorothy instead..

Home home~ saturday tml yay~

Labels: Fun

ineedAlife. 8:36 PM

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

hohoho~
its thurday~
Supposed to meet Dorothy at 8am for bus 27
-reached busstop
-she said she sill at her house there
-saw bus 27 came
-didnt board
-waited
-more 27 came
-time 820
-boarded 1 empty 27 cuz needa go to sch earlier to have my make up math quiz=x
-thought of meetin her at the busy Tampinese bus stop, but bus came so left without her =/
-PS DOROTHY! =x

Reached sch at around 9am, went for my math tuitorial and had my make up quiz at the staff room. The quiz kinda hard~ arrG, since its MCQ so tigam tigam lo~ A,B,C,D all choose 1 try=x
Finished tuitorial, went to Mensa with Willie, Yuan and Jordon for our 'Brunch' *its breakfast + lunch* Had the vegetatrian food with yuan while willie and jordon went to buy the western food.
Jordon ordered the Lamb Shoulder, but its kinda full of lamb's fats and bone.

Went to the library to watch High School Musical alone as willie them wanted to go to Century Square to walk walk, decided not to join them cuz felt kinda tired=)

Met Vivian and dorothy + company for lunch at 1pm++
Vivian suggested to go Mensa eat *Oh no~ Mensa again=x * but eventually we moved to Business Park as Mensa was like soo sooo packed.
Had some fruits onli as i was still feeling full.
Met willie them back at 2+ then its time to go for the last tuitorial of the day!

Awww~ soo tired that i really like half sleeping for the whole tuitorial=x
Finally school ended, went to library to slack a while then went to hougang for my hair cut:)
Hmmm, think i kinda loook weird after the cut=( Hope my hair will grow back soon! haha~
Whee~ its friday again tml~ Gonna meet steven for a resaviour run!
Alright.. see ya people~ have a enjoyable week!

Labels: Tired

ineedAlife. 7:25 PM

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Its Monday!
New week, new mood yeah!
ha~ I was late for school todae, hence missed 2 lecture and onli went for Programme auto
lab. Kinda hungry as i didnt eat anything for todae onli till 5pm++, willie, yuan for and i went to buy the Pelican pizza which the business sch people are selling for funds~

Met yusong them at the library then we went to set up the the court for the basketball selection~
6pm+ wow~ sooo many people~ the court is kinda packed. Think got about near to 100 people came for the trail. Ming jie them do the trails with the coach then jeryl and mi + a few more went to the outdoor court to play some basketball=)

Trail ended at 9pm+ had like 40 over people all togther now..
Needa strive harder now!
Bathed, but the toilet was like filled with smoke as there are people smoking in it. >.< thought Temasek poly supposes to be a smoke free campus..
Went back home with by 27 and its kinda pack.. doze off while travelling=x

Alright, kinda tired till now also.. ending off here. Hope that i able to wake up early tml and meet willie them for the squash=)
Good nite people:)

Labels: Tired

ineedAlife. 1:17 AM

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Sunday, May 6, 2007

Opss. kinda like 1 week ++ nv write anything on my blog~
Had a busy and exercising week=D
What i did for the pass week:

Monday, 30/4/07
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went for the friendly for tp againt bee hiang resturant
we lost, then at the end, coach tell mi that i shld be making more contribution to the team.
haiz~ i also felt that i am kinda deproving and performin recently. Needa buck up already=(
Time to be serious! No more slacking...!
Watched 200pounds of beauty with the link provided by colleen. its a very nice movie~ it brought mi laughters and tears throughout=))

Tuesday, 1/5/07
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Wheee~ no school today! its LABOUR DAY, but gonna work...
Had a full shift work todae and its really very VERY busy todae! Non-stop serving customer..!
Then tired, back home- slp~

Wednesday, 2/5/07
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Ended sch at around 6 then took cab with jeryl, qiang sheng and alvin to Novena for home united traninin. The fare was like onli $11+ compare to the previous time we took which was $15+! Felt so cheated by that driver...
Had alot of scretching for the traninin then back home around 12am.. watched death noted 2 and sleep...

Thursday, 3/5/07
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oppps~ too tired + feeling unwell to go for lesson and overslept. Woke up at 12pm then went to Tampinese clinic to take mc~
Seen the doctor, had 4 typs of medicine; cough, headace, running nose and sore throat..

Friday, 4/5/07
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Ran the bedok reservoir todae! yay~ so happy that i completed it again~ Ran the 1st time with ivan. Then went to do a little gymmin. Meet with the mini ayton group for dinner=)

Saturday, 5/5/07
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Home u traninin again~ Body acing due to the wed scretching and yester exercises..
Milo cup drawing near, but the team list still not comfirm, wondering will i be in the team also..

Sunday, 6/5/07
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Worked again todae! full shift! arrrG~~
YY and STEVEN visited mi again! soooo HAPPY to see them! hahahas~
We were like stranded donno to go where to eat then finally decided KFC by the 'lucky pick' game provided by YY but went Long John instead as KFC had a werid smell inside it.
They went back home with YY and we sat the 'CAFE BUS' by sbs. The bus had very comfortable design in it. U can even on your bluetooth to download mp3 which is playing in the bus~Both of us were Kinda excited cuz 1st time!! *sua gu, cannot help*=x

Alright, so much so now~ New week New mood! *quoted from YY*
Hope its a fun one! will update again~=)

*edited, its sbs bus not sms bus=x thanks yy

Labels: Fun

ineedAlife. 11:38 PM

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the great;

Yc
.1st appearance on Nov 8 1989
.Standing at 1.79m long

gimme gimme.
.a beautiful face
.chocolate!
.basketball
.lots of meso in maple
.my Cinderella