-i'm just a boy*.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Back from the ayton chalet last night.
Had a long evening sleep till 6pm++ right after i reach home from the sleep-less night.

i reach the chalet late due to my match held at Jurong there.
Reach there 10+, miss watchin the video togther with the graduates.
so watch the 2nd hand with steven and yy , then feeling kinda thirty and wanted to go the the 1st level to get a drink then,

Yc: 'i go down to get a drink'
Yy: 'oh, there's the peel fresh grape juice that i bought for u, its in the freight.'
Yc: 'wa~ so good ar buy or mi jucie ar..'
Yy: ' cuz i know u dun like to take soft drinks'

hahah~ like gan dong lo! yy! thanks yeah, =)

Then had a bbq at like 1am+ with keong, the big cook and some of the fellow aytons.
Nice chicken, nice otah and nice satay we had~
Then got soo irritated that the with keep blowing the smoke to the spot that i am, no mattter where i stand.-_- then decided to go up the room and had some rest.
Then steven and some other aytons also came up, all wanted to grap some rest but then keong came in and made a super big din and woke everyone up..!
Spoiled alll our sleeping thoughts and all back to the mahjong activity.

Played all the way till morning and we all check out and went for the mac breakfast!
Good byes to keong, tat and jodin and good luk for them for their ns service:)

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ineedAlife. 10:15 PM

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

11th May
hmm~ its Friday!~ arrg, had lesson at 8am todae and its like raninin~ so i took a cab hoping that i would reach sch on time for my lab lesson. However, i was caught in the heavy traffic congestion!! aww~ like stucked at the sengkang expressday for like 10-15mins before having a smooth journey zZzzzz.
Wat's worst is that cab driver didnt exit at the expressway exit at the ikea there, and he made a big round to changi-tampinese exit which is somewhere near willie's house there~
Reached Tp at around 815am... and the fare is like $14! ARRG~

Had my lab todae and i made a metalic pencil case for todae!
Meet Vivian, Chessia, Shi Huan, wenhao, dorothy , yuanxin + joanna and some more aytons people for lunch=) We went to the Mensa2 and couldnt get ourselves seats.. Waited and waited then finally got seats for everyone. Had vegetatian food again!

After eating most of them went for lesson then leaving joanna, col, chessia, shihuan + mi.
Col and joanna went meet classmate then the reaminin 3 or us went to poly clinic to get a mc for chessia as she said she feeling sick and dun wanna go lesson-_-

Went to shi huan's house there 1st as she need to change, on the way there, was scared by a crocoach which was like sleepin on the wall=x
Reached the clinic then waited for 1hours plus, while waiting learnt some new games from shi huan, called the wat; coke burger, fries, nugget game. haha~ i am like forever losing in that game..

Chessia got her mc then we went back school. Oh y! i finally realised chessia name is chessia and not cheesia. hahaha~ sound so funny lo, chee-sia. * 7 down *
went run at the reseviour again~ yay~ 3rd time=))
Then was like late to meet denise to go home.. cuz i had to pass chessia her jacket and was liek couldnt reach her..
joanna and tat were like angry~ awww..
But waited for dorothy then went home with dorothy instead..

Home home~ saturday tml yay~

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ineedAlife. 8:36 PM

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Sunday, May 6, 2007

Opss. kinda like 1 week ++ nv write anything on my blog~
Had a busy and exercising week=D
What i did for the pass week:

Monday, 30/4/07
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went for the friendly for tp againt bee hiang resturant
we lost, then at the end, coach tell mi that i shld be making more contribution to the team.
haiz~ i also felt that i am kinda deproving and performin recently. Needa buck up already=(
Time to be serious! No more slacking...!
Watched 200pounds of beauty with the link provided by colleen. its a very nice movie~ it brought mi laughters and tears throughout=))

Tuesday, 1/5/07
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Wheee~ no school today! its LABOUR DAY, but gonna work...
Had a full shift work todae and its really very VERY busy todae! Non-stop serving customer..!
Then tired, back home- slp~

Wednesday, 2/5/07
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Ended sch at around 6 then took cab with jeryl, qiang sheng and alvin to Novena for home united traninin. The fare was like onli $11+ compare to the previous time we took which was $15+! Felt so cheated by that driver...
Had alot of scretching for the traninin then back home around 12am.. watched death noted 2 and sleep...

Thursday, 3/5/07
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oppps~ too tired + feeling unwell to go for lesson and overslept. Woke up at 12pm then went to Tampinese clinic to take mc~
Seen the doctor, had 4 typs of medicine; cough, headace, running nose and sore throat..

Friday, 4/5/07
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Ran the bedok reservoir todae! yay~ so happy that i completed it again~ Ran the 1st time with ivan. Then went to do a little gymmin. Meet with the mini ayton group for dinner=)

Saturday, 5/5/07
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Home u traninin again~ Body acing due to the wed scretching and yester exercises..
Milo cup drawing near, but the team list still not comfirm, wondering will i be in the team also..

Sunday, 6/5/07
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Worked again todae! full shift! arrrG~~
YY and STEVEN visited mi again! soooo HAPPY to see them! hahahas~
We were like stranded donno to go where to eat then finally decided KFC by the 'lucky pick' game provided by YY but went Long John instead as KFC had a werid smell inside it.
They went back home with YY and we sat the 'CAFE BUS' by sbs. The bus had very comfortable design in it. U can even on your bluetooth to download mp3 which is playing in the bus~Both of us were Kinda excited cuz 1st time!! *sua gu, cannot help*=x

Alright, so much so now~ New week New mood! *quoted from YY*
Hope its a fun one! will update again~=)

*edited, its sbs bus not sms bus=x thanks yy

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ineedAlife. 11:38 PM

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

weee~
so fast and 1st week of school had passed!!
Wat i did for the 1st week of school

-meet my classmates
-saw my lecturers and tuitiors
-know about my new subjects
-skipped lectures
-meet aytons for lots of lunchS and dinnerS
-always wanted to run but always rain!
-make a nusiances in Tp library with the chaotic aytons=x
-walked with YY, steven, denise, and cheryl from sun plaze park to downtown east!*madness*!
-had my traninin todae but luckily its not so tough=D
-boughts lots of fruits to stock up at my home for the marathon eating=x

arrg~ tml working!
hahaa~ time to work for my heavy expenditure! Venue for tml was supposed to be at J8, but was changed to Compasspoint the last min=)) And its afternooon shift so can sleep longer for tonight! (hope i am able to slp!)
alright! hope i will be updating soon! see ya all people!=))

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ineedAlife. 12:49 AM

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hmmm~
todae was the another ayton fow/foc outing~
Couldnt make it to the movie with them so joined them at the evening for the dinner!

Had the fried hokkien mee for dinner~ and its spicy!
We had a mini concert with lee sean long the ayton fow freshies playin guitar and everyone singin~
kinda emo though....

Its like 10pm then we all went back cuz tml is the 1st day of school~
Cheryl had a scolding from her mun when as she went home kinda late..
but she was smart to bring some hokkien mee back to 'bride' her mum=x

arrg, sch sch sch~~ 1st day tml! so happy! Can see my classmates! yay~~!

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ineedAlife. 12:16 AM

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

GUESS WAT!
its the tradition FOW/Foc sentosa outing todae!!
Went to sentosa with the Aytons and we reached there kinda late, but not really late as we make it in time for the final clash!
YES! FINAL CLASH!! AT SENTOSA! haha! ITS MADNESS!!!!

We had the ngo hiang king, kaiming, whom seem to enjoyed the whole of the final clash=x
I stopped played when a bag of water came straight to my face! ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ha~ final clashed ended, we not the 1st empire to be knocked out=x
Saw the ayton had nothing to do, so came out with the dog and bone game!* i looted a stick *=D
ha~ they had some fun and jasmine team won~ then they were to asked calvin team to do forfite. i ended up being thrown into the water as their forfite it to throw mi into the water!!
haha~ found out jasmine is the mastermind so dragged her into the water and soon the whole ayton is in the water!

Yay~ a fun outing, we played volleyball, the 'Sa Fan Sa' in water , Captain's Ball and many other games!
Finally its evening, we bathed and set off to vivo for our dinner!

Hock, yy, sara steven and i were mia for dinner!
We then join them for the fun at the open space.
The aytons were so high and they even do chicky dance facing the resturant! The people were like giving the 'wtf' reaction=x

had photo taking secession but i dun have many of the pic=(
will upload soon when i received it. =))

A Y T O N~ ayton atyon atyon~

Melbin and mi~ lol, wats kelvin doin?!

Soon~ its late and we parted and we left for the mrt, YY, denise, dorathy, jeffery, joanna + mi were all entertained by hock min the train! loook! here's 2 video of hock! omg! its just sooo funny!!!=)

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ineedAlife. 11:42 PM

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yay yay !
its the last day of orientation for the schools of tp todae!
Went with some of the Aytons GLs like; hock, yy, joanna, selene, brandon and ivan, for the the regatta help out thing for su!
We also helped out in the inter-sch station games and were burnt till like charcoal!Then we went to slack around when the regatta was on=x
Was the official for jam and hop, but its kinda sian..
But overall, the day is fun with the fun filled people!=)

The fun people!

jumping for joy?=D

gosh~ emo-ing again~

wow! lai hock at work!!

its hot its hot!

this consist of all the stonning people! (after the tiring day~)

kaiwei

Denise

mi!

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ineedAlife. 11:01 PM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

Wheee~
Finally the long awaited FO thing for tp is here!!!
haha~ was like sooo excited for it as i onli slept like 2 hours then i wake myself and packed for the camp!
Then took the same bus with YY and realised that i didnt bring my sleeping bag for the camp! arrg~
1st day was the Fo, meet the workshop freshies and do the cherr cheer thing! haha~ was trying to hype them up as much as possible!
The 1st day was like kinda short as we onli had the station games and the freshies were dismiss by around 7pm+
They had a debrief but i didnt turn up for the debrief as i went the the court for my 'trainin' for a moment=x

had our own debrief and were like being 'scolded' by our FAs for not putting our best and not behavin like a GL:(

Went for my my company's Dinner and Dance for evening duirng the 2nd of FOW, while i was having my DnD, gt the new that we had moved to the 1st place! Wheeee~ congrats Ayton!All were like sooo happy as we really out in much more effort compare to the slackin attitude we gave for the 1st day! great work Ayton:) Ran away from my DnD before it finish and took a cab home to rush down to get back to tp!
haha~ kinda scary when i was like all alone walking back to the sports complex=x Had a rest and chiong the 3rd day of FOW~

We were targetted by other empire for the final Clash but we sucided our lolllipop and didnt gave the other empire points=x
haha~ thats like wat we like in the OTC! And also we came in 3rd for the placing~ ha~ like Gls, like Freshies!!! Ayton oie~~~~~
Parted with the Fow freshies and we went home for a rest before coming back on the 12th for the FOC!!! ^^

1st day of Foc, really kinda high, mi and reuban volunteered for the registration. So we had to be at the sports hall to lead the freshies to the board to check their schools and which empire they were posted to:))
Taught the freshies our cheers~ and they were very hype on it! whhheeeee~ really gald to see that:)
I also love the freshies in my sub emipre, Aytrax as they were very very rara and full of enthuism!!
We had shortage of rice for lunch and all ended up eatting Ngoh Hiang and TouFu for lunch! We had a Ngoh Hiang king, kai ming whom ate more then 10 Ngoh Hiang at a go~!!!
Ngoh Hiang till we even had Ngoh Hiang cheers and NgohHiang respond for it!
This is the Lai Hock the Ngoh Xiang grandmaster doing the cheer!

Had water activity on the last 2nd day of Fow, taught the freshies about the Ngoh hiang cheer too! We even perform the Ngoh Hiang cheer for our performace night=))

Oh ya, we also had a cheer for our beloved YanDao Andy =x

We will automatically cheer

A-N-D-Y

YanDao~ Yandao~ Yandao~ Yandao~.

ha~ gt a few times we were too tired to cheer and he asked us why we didnt cheer for him -_-...

*oh ya, we even had freshies buying strepstrils for us to clear our sore throat!!! *deeply touched!*

We were kinda sad when the result relase on the 3rd day morning that we were the last empire. But~ the freshies didnt gave up! We the like 101% enthu for the Hunt-gry all were reallly committed! We chiong from stations to station and they even duwan water break as they wan to complete more task! Really touched by the freshies!! <3>

Finally the result~ We had hazi, hope i spell his name correctly, the guy with coloured eye as our best freshies~

Then comes to the placing~

They opened the 5th placing and its ISNT AYTON! then 3rd also not ayton! omg, so is either we 4th , 2nd or even the 1st~

arrrg, soooo KAN CHIONG! cuz tat said that we wont be able to climb very high as theres no final clash and if really just a hunt gry could bring us to the top, its really mricle!!

Finally, 4th placing shown! OMG ITS NOT AYTON ALSO!!!

so that means we are the top 2! arrrg~ all the aytons were going crazy~

and finally reveled , we are the 2nd! and we climbed form the last to 2nd even though we were even like 40 over points behind the 2nd last empire!

We had debrief and then parted with our freshies and were to meet them at the cpf building for the tradition Fo meetin!

Kinda sad as when i reach there, some of the freshies had went home and no chance to see thme for the last time=( And i am sooo happy that i received a postcard from my freshies!! Really thanks to those who had written for mi the card:)

Kinda no mood and YY was also feeling very sick so mi her and denise toook cab home 1st.
Argg~ Fo ended!! Hope to see all the fun people again in the next year otc!

Jam and Hop!! ^^

YY and mi!=))

they mighty ngoh xiong gang=x

Ayton~!!

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ineedAlife. 1:35 PM

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Oh ya~ we had a kelvons outing at East Coat Park on the 6th april!
ha` We were suppose to meet 1pm at there but we and Yy arrirved at 140 and we were still the 1st to arrive, soon ben our beloved HGL arrived and fianlly some of the people also arrived b4 we went to find ourselves a good spot for Pinic!

We played games like the tong kak tong kak and even introucded the noob line thing into the game! hahaha~
We play touch ruby and oh ya! i saw indian wearing brief for swimmin at the sea sia!
ARRRg~ damn disguting sia them!!

Ha~ we saw LAIHOCK at the beach sia! hahaa~ he look something like this =x

Had a dinner at Parkway at the evening and went pool then we catch the last bus and back to seng kang with YY and Denise~

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ineedAlife. 1:20 PM

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ARGGG!
i am finally back form the MIA-ing for the 1month!!
ha! kinda tired and busy for the past month so didnt blog =x

Previously, went for the Kelvons' 3days 2 nights chalet at Tahna Merah. That place was really kinda like sooo isolated lo! Its really a nice place, the enviroment and the feeling is really totally different from those chalet that i used to go:)
We had like karaok session for the 1st night! sooo cool~ all screming at thier top voice like nobody's business=x Both the Calvin and Kelvin are singing pro sia~ *envy them cuz i no such talent!!*

Kinda onli sleep like 2hrs for the 1st night then we all wake up and went swimmin!
Keong, brandon, reuben, calvin, ivan and mi went to the resort's pool to tan and play water!
The 6 of us even squeeze into a jakuzzi that just like the size slightly bigger then the rubbish bin u can see around in Singapore lo! hahahaa!
After enjoying all the fun in the pool, keong brandon and ivan went off first leavin mi calvin and reuben in the pool, we like tanned for another hour before willing to part from the poool=) Back to the chalet, having not enough toilet, then the 3 of us bathed togther! hahaa! like soo GAY! *ops~*
Then i realise i am like super duper tannned sia! loving it!!!
We had a bbq in the late evenin due to the heavy downpour!
We had a fun bbq~ Hock, ivan, steve and mi shared the bbq! Just imagine the 4 big guys were sharing the tiny otak! >.<>

Slacked then we woke up in the morning and packed to leave the place~ Arrg, a very fun chalet! Hope to have more of these in the coming future!

start of the bbq~

WOOO, SOME FOOD IS READY!

The Great chef at work=x

Omg, its laihock in action!

The turtlish side of mi~

Broke back!? =x

Smooth journey~:)

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ineedAlife. 12:07 PM

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Monday, February 26, 2007

Todae -> the day for the freaking ckt paper!=(
Planned to woke up in 3am to study for it, even asked jordon to called mi at 0330.
In the end-> woke up at 0830 and was like soo shocked that i thought i had overslept for the paper -_-''
Rushed to the sch by a cab and reached the examination room just in time=)

0930
Paper started , opened the booklet and saw that all the question are like soo farmiliar but i just cant remenber how to do it=((!
Arrg, think and think still gt nt idea how to deal with the quetion, mind in blank, haiz~ just scrible some words on it and handed up the paper=((

1100
Finished my paper, bought the gift for raazmy with mi, wondering where he is..
so i asked Gibson, his classmate, and he told mi he still inside the room. He came out not long after that and so handed him the present.
Met yuan and willie for lunch but i ended up not eating=x

1145
Took bus home, went interchange with yuan and jordon. Jordon left 1st then mi and yuan walk to century square, i then left to take my bus. Suddenly Dan called mi, he saw mi as he was having lunch with his friend inside century square.

1230
Reached home, ransacked my house for something to snack=x
Slack with my com till 7pm then i had my dinner and took a short nap.

2050
Woke up by the *powerpuff girls* ha! the sms ringtone then i saw yc on the msn~
She told mi she had linked mi=x
haha~ And also, she updated her blog! haha! like kinda sooo long nv see her update, finally=D
She changed her background music to the spice girls 'let love lead the way' ahha!
She also posted a new post and its without picture! haha~ something new this time, thought she said she would onli blog when gt pic to update=Pp
haha~ Nice song nice post.ha~

Alright, 2 more papers to go! hope can end it happily, hope i will study tonightxD haha!

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ineedAlife. 9:15 PM

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Greeting to all~
This kinda one of my beray few week end not working..=P
Played some games todae till i fell asleep and finally woke up by my parnets for dinner.

Finally yc downloaded the handwritten thingy for msn!
hahaa~ its gonna be 'Drawing' fun on msn now!
haha~ *loook how she draw her hi 5=P*

This look more like a middle finger instead lo=x

Here's another pic=P yc logo? kinda cool=D

haha~
Had soo much drawing of fun=x
Time for dinner, See ya people!

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ineedAlife. 7:23 PM

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

gosh,
its past 1am and till now onli then i realise.=)
nth to do, just on some crackers.
Played msn games with yc =P
The uno msn game was sooo fun, its so real life. Computer kinda too smart in the game ( maybe we dumb?=x)
Tired some New games after that tooand i realised msn games are getting cooler sia.
Had Fun playing^^
maybe will get addicted ar...=P

Alright, More msn games plz..!=)

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ineedAlife. 1:50 AM

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the great;

Yc
.1st appearance on Nov 8 1989
.Standing at 1.79m long

gimme gimme.
.a beautiful face
.chocolate!
.basketball
.lots of meso in maple
.my Cinderella