-i'm just a boy*.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Monday, April 30, 2007

its Sunday!
But i had to work for todae..
Reach compasspoint at 1pm and the incharge, xueling, show mi around to where the stock is place and i started to work..

Time passes sooooo sloooow~ Looked and looked at my handphone and its still 1pm++
arrrG~

FINALLY AT 2PLUS i saw YY and STEVEN! haha! they came to visit mi! WHEEE~
Chatted a while and then told to meet them at my 'dinner' break.
Then i saw Joanna and Denise! haha! they also came to visit mi for work! WHEEE~ really soo happy to see them!

Went for my toilet break and then steven called mi, he said he saw mi going to toilet.. haha! Kenna spied by them as they were at the 4th level were able to see the whole compasspoint! Zzz

Met them all at my lunch break, chit chatted then went to buy chicken rice for my former incharge, song hui, she came to compasspoint todae.
Bought some pancake and went back to eat at my store.
Then i remember that i forgot to buy myself drinks.. arrr~ 9hours without a single silp or water~

Then its evening, around 8+~
Then saw YY and STEVEN! arrg, thought they had went home, but they say they wan to wait for mi to finsh work then go for dinner together=)
Awww~ sooo touched by them:)

Waited and waited them finally 930 strikes! Touched up the store abit then its time to knock off!
haha~ Met YY and Steven then we decided to go the ponggol park coffeeshop there for dinner!=D

Took bus there then we had our dinner; had, duck rice, prawn noodle, pig soup, fries, and rojak!
hahaha~ then set off to bus stop and its time to go home!!!
Ha~ schooling for tml~ ending the post here=)

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ineedAlife. 12:05 AM

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

weee~
so fast and 1st week of school had passed!!
Wat i did for the 1st week of school

-meet my classmates
-saw my lecturers and tuitiors
-know about my new subjects
-skipped lectures
-meet aytons for lots of lunchS and dinnerS
-always wanted to run but always rain!
-make a nusiances in Tp library with the chaotic aytons=x
-walked with YY, steven, denise, and cheryl from sun plaze park to downtown east!*madness*!
-had my traninin todae but luckily its not so tough=D
-boughts lots of fruits to stock up at my home for the marathon eating=x

arrg~ tml working!
hahaa~ time to work for my heavy expenditure! Venue for tml was supposed to be at J8, but was changed to Compasspoint the last min=)) And its afternooon shift so can sleep longer for tonight! (hope i am able to slp!)
alright! hope i will be updating soon! see ya all people!=))

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ineedAlife. 12:49 AM

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hmmm~
todae was the another ayton fow/foc outing~
Couldnt make it to the movie with them so joined them at the evening for the dinner!

Had the fried hokkien mee for dinner~ and its spicy!
We had a mini concert with lee sean long the ayton fow freshies playin guitar and everyone singin~
kinda emo though....

Its like 10pm then we all went back cuz tml is the 1st day of school~
Cheryl had a scolding from her mun when as she went home kinda late..
but she was smart to bring some hokkien mee back to 'bride' her mum=x

arrg, sch sch sch~~ 1st day tml! so happy! Can see my classmates! yay~~!

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ineedAlife. 12:16 AM

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

GUESS WAT!
its the tradition FOW/Foc sentosa outing todae!!
Went to sentosa with the Aytons and we reached there kinda late, but not really late as we make it in time for the final clash!
YES! FINAL CLASH!! AT SENTOSA! haha! ITS MADNESS!!!!

We had the ngo hiang king, kaiming, whom seem to enjoyed the whole of the final clash=x
I stopped played when a bag of water came straight to my face! ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ha~ final clashed ended, we not the 1st empire to be knocked out=x
Saw the ayton had nothing to do, so came out with the dog and bone game!* i looted a stick *=D
ha~ they had some fun and jasmine team won~ then they were to asked calvin team to do forfite. i ended up being thrown into the water as their forfite it to throw mi into the water!!
haha~ found out jasmine is the mastermind so dragged her into the water and soon the whole ayton is in the water!

Yay~ a fun outing, we played volleyball, the 'Sa Fan Sa' in water , Captain's Ball and many other games!
Finally its evening, we bathed and set off to vivo for our dinner!

Hock, yy, sara steven and i were mia for dinner!
We then join them for the fun at the open space.
The aytons were so high and they even do chicky dance facing the resturant! The people were like giving the 'wtf' reaction=x

had photo taking secession but i dun have many of the pic=(
will upload soon when i received it. =))

A Y T O N~ ayton atyon atyon~

Melbin and mi~ lol, wats kelvin doin?!

Soon~ its late and we parted and we left for the mrt, YY, denise, dorathy, jeffery, joanna + mi were all entertained by hock min the train! loook! here's 2 video of hock! omg! its just sooo funny!!!=)

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ineedAlife. 11:42 PM

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yay yay !
its the last day of orientation for the schools of tp todae!
Went with some of the Aytons GLs like; hock, yy, joanna, selene, brandon and ivan, for the the regatta help out thing for su!
We also helped out in the inter-sch station games and were burnt till like charcoal!Then we went to slack around when the regatta was on=x
Was the official for jam and hop, but its kinda sian..
But overall, the day is fun with the fun filled people!=)

The fun people!

jumping for joy?=D

gosh~ emo-ing again~

wow! lai hock at work!!

its hot its hot!

this consist of all the stonning people! (after the tiring day~)

kaiwei

Denise

mi!

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ineedAlife. 11:01 PM

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Wooo~ an sporty day for todae!
-Went to meet yusong at 2pm at Tampinese then we went to the swimmmin complex togther!

-swam for about an hours, yusong keep complainin too tired=x

-went to Tp to play tennis

-saw business people in the sports hall doing their cheer, kinda cool yeah!

-went to meet the Aytons for dinner

-overrealming respond, had trouble finding seats for all

-Finally 'open table' then got seats for everyone

-dinner..

-see people buaya

-started rainin

-had to go

-parted with the Aytons

-went home with the hougang/ sengkang people

-backed home

-doing blog

Yup, thats all for todae, kinda tired yeah.
Tml the regatta! Think i gonna row the dragon boat for the 1st time in my life~=)
Take care and see ya all people..=))

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ineedAlife. 10:20 PM

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

lalalalaa~
its 18th april and i like woke up at 10am even though i slept at like 4am+= yesterday=(

Think got a inbuilt alarm clock le ba=x

Slack at msn for the whole day and really kinda bored. Most of the Freshies went to the orientation and msn is like sooo empty... Luckily still got some haven go for orientation and they got chat with mi online~ yay~=) oh ya, i got my primary school photo from denise!

ahha~ heres how it loook like, spot mi! will revel the ans at the end of the blog=)

Though of meeting jerald and leonard for trainin then just happen to know that trainin last min canceled=)

haha~ so suggested to have a mini gathering at tp and to go for dinner after that.

Yup, kinda late as had to info the people whom are still online and i reach tp like almost 5pm, really Sorry for waiting..
We went lounge and some went play pool, some went play the picture spottin game! haha~ well for mi, i went to slp! Felt soo tired so just lied on the sofa lo..x)

Had a short rest then received a call from adrian and so i tagged ivan along to go to the mushroom to fetch the freshies to the lounge. arrrr, seriously i'm quit scare cuz i also not sure whom is my freshies, maybe onli know some ba.

Then we had dinner at the coffee shop opposite sch!
All ate the Zhu Chao things, etc,hor fun, mee hoon, fried rice=)
Then while eating all talking about the buaya thing.. boys boys boys.. donno wat they thinking about also x))
*Shake head*
haha~ said a joke then like the whole table say i lame! even YY say she also cannot tahan! haha.
It goes like this,

i said " do u all know why ivan so buaya?"
*all shook head*
then i replied ' cuz steve iran the crocodile hunter is dead!'
*all stonned*

the buaya families..=)

the big buaya king~ no names mention=x _v_n (fill in with vowles)

Yup, then yy went off earlier cuz she going ikea steal free things, the auntie Sprite!
Wanted to get the Al bubble tea but it was closed by then.
We chatted awhile with the Gls, then all headed to the bus stop. It time for all to go home!=)

Alrighty. answer to my pri sch pic revel~

haha~ signing off here, tml will be a better day~ take care people=)

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ineedAlife. 10:03 PM

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ops~ i am back with the blogggin fever! haha~
Woke up todae at alsmot 10am and is like sooo rush for work!
Washed up, then chiong~ to the bus stop.
Really like sooo tired and i wonder why my alarm nv wake mi up-_-

Reach the bus stop and waited then off to J8=)
As usual, went to the Ntuc to get some drinks, cuz i lost my water bottle a few weeeks ago * still waiting for new model to come out*=(
Tooo many choices then finally mi ni mo ni and got the white crysamthum tea, whoa, something new!
Reached my workplace on time and started the Boring day... prayed that todae will be a free day and no irritatin customer please!
Oh ya~ got a new collegue at work.

Thanks god really kinda peaceful for the day but till when i was like stonned over the Nsync- This i promise you song over the radio then one customer came to took mi back from my lalala land!
Hmmm, todae time past kinda fast cuz like half of my time i in the store room smsing!
And also, kinda disapppointed that cant meet hock for the gathering at 85 market for todae=((

Finally, campped till like 930 and finally its time to knock off! =x
haha~ but xinlong, my collegue said he hungry, so i helped him buy some fries 1st cuz they all knock off at 1030~ soo poor thing ar=x Went to mac, ordered but the its like still frying so had to wait kinda quite some time then got the fries...
Gave the fries then went to top up my ezlink. cuz 4gt to bring it along when i was going to mac >.<

While topping up ezlink, got a feeling that i would miss my 156, after i done the topping up turned to the busstop, then saw my 156 really went pass...*sign
Waited for like 20mins then saw the arrival for the next 156...
Finally back-ed home then saw this video from the NgoHiang blog.
Its a video took by reuben about ivan buaya~ =x *Fyi Buaya= filrt = crocodile in malay language*
haha~ some foreword b4 u all watch the video~
The GLs had a 'habit' of pasting masking tapes on their shirt. They would write things like; i love freshies, welcome, their own names or watever they feel like tellin the freshies on the tape. Then ivan was like mia for the 1st night of the FOC so onli left mi hock and reuben to bath togther. then we found his masking type in obe of the bathing cubical~
Alright, enough of my words, time to see the video=D

hahaha~ alright, tml gonna have trainin~ shag xD.
signing off here~ take care and see ya people!

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ineedAlife. 11:55 PM

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Monday, April 16, 2007

Arrrg~
woke up at 10am + on the 15th of april! and i feel sooo werid~
For the pass few days~ when ever i woke up, hock will be beside mi, then i will nudge him and ask 'hock, wanna bath ma? ' then after washed up, willl see the other fellow Gls, see the freshies=(( but todae, when i woke up ,i am all alone:'(
Went online, then i dun remember if my sub empire has our own contact list, then very very very sad, arrrg, missses all the freshies! we would like usually be cheering and having fun with the station games every morning...

Arrg~ slacked at the com, then asking around if other sub empire happen to have aytrax's contact ma, but all said no...
Seeing the postcard the freshies written for mi, more sad sia...
Sigh~
Went into mass conver but also cant find aytrax's contact, then finally at the evenig, managed to link link to one of my freshies and then finally got the contact! yay~~
toally mood changed=))

HA, got a nice song from raazmy todae and cant stop listening to it. theres the lyric~ the song is the song of my blog also=)
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Gosh, emoing for the day le. btw, Ayton join the forum, updates will mostly be at the forum there=) see ya guys for the next outing!

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ineedAlife. 5:09 PM

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Wheee~
Finally the long awaited FO thing for tp is here!!!
haha~ was like sooo excited for it as i onli slept like 2 hours then i wake myself and packed for the camp!
Then took the same bus with YY and realised that i didnt bring my sleeping bag for the camp! arrg~
1st day was the Fo, meet the workshop freshies and do the cherr cheer thing! haha~ was trying to hype them up as much as possible!
The 1st day was like kinda short as we onli had the station games and the freshies were dismiss by around 7pm+
They had a debrief but i didnt turn up for the debrief as i went the the court for my 'trainin' for a moment=x

had our own debrief and were like being 'scolded' by our FAs for not putting our best and not behavin like a GL:(

Went for my my company's Dinner and Dance for evening duirng the 2nd of FOW, while i was having my DnD, gt the new that we had moved to the 1st place! Wheeee~ congrats Ayton!All were like sooo happy as we really out in much more effort compare to the slackin attitude we gave for the 1st day! great work Ayton:) Ran away from my DnD before it finish and took a cab home to rush down to get back to tp!
haha~ kinda scary when i was like all alone walking back to the sports complex=x Had a rest and chiong the 3rd day of FOW~

We were targetted by other empire for the final Clash but we sucided our lolllipop and didnt gave the other empire points=x
haha~ thats like wat we like in the OTC! And also we came in 3rd for the placing~ ha~ like Gls, like Freshies!!! Ayton oie~~~~~
Parted with the Fow freshies and we went home for a rest before coming back on the 12th for the FOC!!! ^^

1st day of Foc, really kinda high, mi and reuban volunteered for the registration. So we had to be at the sports hall to lead the freshies to the board to check their schools and which empire they were posted to:))
Taught the freshies our cheers~ and they were very hype on it! whhheeeee~ really gald to see that:)
I also love the freshies in my sub emipre, Aytrax as they were very very rara and full of enthuism!!
We had shortage of rice for lunch and all ended up eatting Ngoh Hiang and TouFu for lunch! We had a Ngoh Hiang king, kai ming whom ate more then 10 Ngoh Hiang at a go~!!!
Ngoh Hiang till we even had Ngoh Hiang cheers and NgohHiang respond for it!
This is the Lai Hock the Ngoh Xiang grandmaster doing the cheer!

Had water activity on the last 2nd day of Fow, taught the freshies about the Ngoh hiang cheer too! We even perform the Ngoh Hiang cheer for our performace night=))

Oh ya, we also had a cheer for our beloved YanDao Andy =x

We will automatically cheer

A-N-D-Y

YanDao~ Yandao~ Yandao~ Yandao~.

ha~ gt a few times we were too tired to cheer and he asked us why we didnt cheer for him -_-...

*oh ya, we even had freshies buying strepstrils for us to clear our sore throat!!! *deeply touched!*

We were kinda sad when the result relase on the 3rd day morning that we were the last empire. But~ the freshies didnt gave up! We the like 101% enthu for the Hunt-gry all were reallly committed! We chiong from stations to station and they even duwan water break as they wan to complete more task! Really touched by the freshies!! <3>

Finally the result~ We had hazi, hope i spell his name correctly, the guy with coloured eye as our best freshies~

Then comes to the placing~

They opened the 5th placing and its ISNT AYTON! then 3rd also not ayton! omg, so is either we 4th , 2nd or even the 1st~

arrrg, soooo KAN CHIONG! cuz tat said that we wont be able to climb very high as theres no final clash and if really just a hunt gry could bring us to the top, its really mricle!!

Finally, 4th placing shown! OMG ITS NOT AYTON ALSO!!!

so that means we are the top 2! arrrg~ all the aytons were going crazy~

and finally reveled , we are the 2nd! and we climbed form the last to 2nd even though we were even like 40 over points behind the 2nd last empire!

We had debrief and then parted with our freshies and were to meet them at the cpf building for the tradition Fo meetin!

Kinda sad as when i reach there, some of the freshies had went home and no chance to see thme for the last time=( And i am sooo happy that i received a postcard from my freshies!! Really thanks to those who had written for mi the card:)

Kinda no mood and YY was also feeling very sick so mi her and denise toook cab home 1st.
Argg~ Fo ended!! Hope to see all the fun people again in the next year otc!

Jam and Hop!! ^^

YY and mi!=))

they mighty ngoh xiong gang=x

Ayton~!!

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ineedAlife. 1:35 PM

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Oh ya~ we had a kelvons outing at East Coat Park on the 6th april!
ha` We were suppose to meet 1pm at there but we and Yy arrirved at 140 and we were still the 1st to arrive, soon ben our beloved HGL arrived and fianlly some of the people also arrived b4 we went to find ourselves a good spot for Pinic!

We played games like the tong kak tong kak and even introucded the noob line thing into the game! hahaha~
We play touch ruby and oh ya! i saw indian wearing brief for swimmin at the sea sia!
ARRRg~ damn disguting sia them!!

Ha~ we saw LAIHOCK at the beach sia! hahaa~ he look something like this =x

Had a dinner at Parkway at the evening and went pool then we catch the last bus and back to seng kang with YY and Denise~

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ineedAlife. 1:20 PM

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ARGGG!
i am finally back form the MIA-ing for the 1month!!
ha! kinda tired and busy for the past month so didnt blog =x

Previously, went for the Kelvons' 3days 2 nights chalet at Tahna Merah. That place was really kinda like sooo isolated lo! Its really a nice place, the enviroment and the feeling is really totally different from those chalet that i used to go:)
We had like karaok session for the 1st night! sooo cool~ all screming at thier top voice like nobody's business=x Both the Calvin and Kelvin are singing pro sia~ *envy them cuz i no such talent!!*

Kinda onli sleep like 2hrs for the 1st night then we all wake up and went swimmin!
Keong, brandon, reuben, calvin, ivan and mi went to the resort's pool to tan and play water!
The 6 of us even squeeze into a jakuzzi that just like the size slightly bigger then the rubbish bin u can see around in Singapore lo! hahahaa!
After enjoying all the fun in the pool, keong brandon and ivan went off first leavin mi calvin and reuben in the pool, we like tanned for another hour before willing to part from the poool=) Back to the chalet, having not enough toilet, then the 3 of us bathed togther! hahaa! like soo GAY! *ops~*
Then i realise i am like super duper tannned sia! loving it!!!
We had a bbq in the late evenin due to the heavy downpour!
We had a fun bbq~ Hock, ivan, steve and mi shared the bbq! Just imagine the 4 big guys were sharing the tiny otak! >.<>

Slacked then we woke up in the morning and packed to leave the place~ Arrg, a very fun chalet! Hope to have more of these in the coming future!

start of the bbq~

WOOO, SOME FOOD IS READY!

The Great chef at work=x

Omg, its laihock in action!

The turtlish side of mi~

Broke back!? =x

Smooth journey~:)

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ineedAlife. 12:07 PM

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the great;

Yc
.1st appearance on Nov 8 1989
.Standing at 1.79m long

gimme gimme.
.a beautiful face
.chocolate!
.basketball
.lots of meso in maple
.my Cinderella