Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Back from the ayton chalet last night. Had a long evening sleep till 6pm++ right after i reach home from the sleep-less night.
i reach the chalet late due to my match held at Jurong there. Reach there 10+, miss watchin the video togther with the graduates. so watch the 2nd hand with steven and yy , then feeling kinda thirty and wanted to go the the 1st level to get a drink then,
Yc: 'i go down to get a drink' Yy: 'oh, there's the peel fresh grape juice that i bought for u, its in the freight.' Yc: 'wa~ so good ar buy or mi jucie ar..' Yy: ' cuz i know u dun like to take soft drinks'
hahah~ like gan dong lo! yy! thanks yeah, =)
Then had a bbq at like 1am+ with keong, the big cook and some of the fellow aytons. Nice chicken, nice otah and nice satay we had~ Then got soo irritated that the with keep blowing the smoke to the spot that i am, no mattter where i stand.-_- then decided to go up the room and had some rest. Then steven and some other aytons also came up, all wanted to grap some rest but then keong came in and made a super big din and woke everyone up..! Spoiled alll our sleeping thoughts and all back to the mahjong activity.
Played all the way till morning and we all check out and went for the mac breakfast! Good byes to keong, tat and jodin and good luk for them for their ns service:)
Its Sunday, but i'm not workin for today! yeah! gonna go for my competition in a short while soon :D Hmmm, Math test tml, haven even started any revision~ arrg~ think i've grown more and more lazy bone!
Had many junk food for my brunch and i am like feeling soo guilty now! Arrrg! alright, feeling soooo fat these days=( Perhaps its time to start my diet plan le!
Here's about the 1month slim down plan!
*eat only 3 meals per day! ( or lesser ) *no oliy or tooo unhealthy food for more then once per day( e.g all the deep fried stuff ) *no dessert or snacks after meal *no eating of tibits or biscuits while playing games! *exercise regularly! *sleep early ( this one will try =P ) *no soft drinks *no sweets!
Haha~ will start the 1 mth slim down trainin starting for 4th june! Will have a healthy lifestyle for 1 month~ yay~~
kinda slack for this whole week; trainin, swimmin, and even skip 1 lessonof lab=P Oh ya,! had lots of subway! yay~ Tried a new game; the Granado Espada thing, look kinda nice as it graphic and animation are very nice.=P Had tried to download it over the past few days and finally able to completely download and installed it. Went in and tried it out, kinda very confusing as the map and the camera view for the game is too complex, doesnt really turns mi on =x
As usual, went for home united trainin for todae then i found out that i didnt bring along my wallet-_- Jason said i always not serious in traninin. Perhaps wat he said is right, maybe i shld tone down and start to be more serious for traninin. Alright, talk less, play more! Able to had KFC for dinner thanks to jeryl whom lent mi $10=) Then we took bus number 5 back to tampinese, for the 1st time the bus i kinda empty so mi leo and jeryl can have all have seats and rest while on our journey back:D
Todae i took bus 34 from tampinese back to ponggol and changed to bus 83 to sengkang instead of the usual bus 27. Hmmm, kinda not much of difference also so next time both service is avaliable instead of waiting for the always packed 27. Term test coming, haven started study and all the subjects is like soo new to mi compare to those when i was in year 1 which i had took before in my secondary school. Arrg~ good luk to everyone + mi =D
Tml is the 1st match of the youth cup, all the best teammates=) Alrighty, time to have some game to relax myself=D
