-i'm just a boy*.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Hello my dearest people!
i am currently switching to livejournal for my blog entries! but i will still be reading my cbox here la =P
The New Address Will be at http://chocolat-ed.livejournal.com/
do change or add me into ya links =D see ya all there<3!

Labels: change to livejournal

ineedAlife. 9:17 PM

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Woke up today and realize that my parent had turned off my com while i left it to format yesterday. feeling a little pain in the legs maybe due too too running yesterday.
gave jordan a morning call to wake him up.
Packed my stuffs to my crumpler bag since i dun feel like carrying my bagpack today.
Ready up, then proceed to the buss top. Feeling good since i was kinda early for today.
However, when reaching the bus stop, i couldn't find my ez-link nor my wallet! Then i just realize i packed them back into my bag pack...
Dam stupid can, needa walk back the long route again then went back to my house and collect then walk back to the bus stop!
Was suppose to be early, then end up also quite late.

Super relax lesson for today again, all we had to do was to draw and draw =p
Released at around 3pm and super happy to go home early, can continue to format my com=D
Back and formatted it, but took quite long to reinstall those drivers and files back.
OK, com looks new again! Wanted to format since like almost one year ago but didnt had the chance, Thanks dee for borrowin me her external harddish for tranfering the file : )
sigh! struggling with live journal since yesterday and i still donno how to chnage the template or layouts!

bye flu bye virus

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ineedAlife. 7:50 PM

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

A slacking day today for school and jor is like super late again! Called him at 915am and he just woke up!
Finally he came to class at 945, had many breaks todays and we had lunch at business.
Had the vegetarian food and i ordered something which look like cucumber but its actually bitter ground... Its tua bitter can, and i really couldnt take it>.<

looks ok at 1st~

the bitter ground and the pea~ hate it!

Lesson learnt ->looks can be deciving, ask before u order!

Ended sch today , went to cyeber centre with jor to slack while waiting for dee and bao for the resevoir run.
Explored live journal there and finally created an account for myself. But i still donno how to use alot function and stuff, maybe after i master it then i can offically switch from blogger to love journal =P
Dee met us earlier as she dun have tuitoral for today, tutior on mc~

Jeryl called and the actually also thought of running with me today, but he said he abit lazy ar, so giving it a miss.
When its around 5, i went to have a solo run 1st, then met jor dee and + bao for the 2nd round later.
Run and run-ed for today, bathed and had our dinner opposite sch~

seems quite lost at times

ineedAlife. 10:30 PM

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Monday, May 12, 2008

i am back i am back home! Finally after the basketball training for today.
Went to have a run with zhi guang at the resevoir after we set up the court. He's like super fast please.
Really had a speedy run today before the coach come and started trainin.
Feeling somehow tired and strain!
My left heel is like super pain now cuz i did an improper landing just now and it hit straight on my heel..=/

ineedAlife. 10:42 PM

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's day to all mummies around the world!
My left eye is like keep twitching for the entire day =/
Had a strange, or i shld say weird customer patrolling our store today.
He was with round spect, semi botak and sneaking around the store.
My collegue said he was a regular pervertic guy whom came to the store with weird actions and he had festish with sport bras! He would go around touching and then showing that sense of satification loook. dam disgusting can, and i withness today la!
Then he walked around the store and give the each of us the smile, more like grin -.-!
But finally he walked away and we all were like discussin about him, and his pervertic acts.
After some time, then he came back again, repeating his actions all that, then i just rememberd that he walk passed me yesterday and he thought i was lookin at him, then he walked back and took out notes from his wallet and count infront of me.. Super lame la, feel like using the steel-toe shoes from caterpillar and give him a knock can!
Then he left again.
So i suggested to my collegue , since he like have soo much festish for sport bras that much, the next time he come in, we shall all go the the sport bras, take and 'clean' infront of him. Pretty sure this will arouse him! hahahahah!
One thing we scare was that he would do something uncontrollin in the store la!
Sadly, he didnt came in the 3rd time, else we can excute our plan! =P

Super thanks raazmy for helping me the songs la! like soo many can~~

Receive the pic for 85 outing from jiamin, she uploaded the wrong file the 1st time la~ so tua blur can! but still thanks la =D

Bao.Yc

JiaMin.Kandis.Jo-An

People whom are there!

ok, bao look kinda gay when he's applying lip bum

The Table we sat:)

Sugar Cane =)

Kandis emoing? =P

Yunru emoing too? =x

Kaiming: " yun ru dun cry~" Yunru: " shy la "

This is the $8 or fried starch and eggs!

Loves, TEF

Sigh, been thinking about what leonard chatted to me that time. to go back sch's basketball trainin or not! Should i? should i not =/

If you happy and you know, you clap ya hand =)

Labels: Happy Mother's Day

ineedAlife. 10:24 PM

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Finally able to sign in! Roar!
Can’t access to Google blog at 1st and I donno what’s exactly wrong!
Tried for hours and thus, No choice, typed on Microsoft word 1st ba.
Back from work today and it’s been soo long since I last end work at 9pm in Saturdays. Usually I would end at 930 or even 10!
Was happy at 1st till I caught in a jam and packed 156.Kinda pissed with some scene which I saw on the bus, but these are not the 1st time I am seeing inconsiderate Singaporean’s act in bus.
Common act are like; when u are like queuing up waiting for bus, and just when the bus is gonna arrived. These KIASU people will like cut into your queue and also try to squeeze in front of you even though there’s like just a little space only between you and the person in front of you. Every time when there’s such person whom goes and kiasu-ly cut in front of me I seriously feel like giving him/her a push to let the bus bang them. Inside the bus, often seen people sitting at the sit nearer to the rear and even though the bus is like soo pack, they also duwan to move in and let the standing passenger to sit and so more passenger can board up the bus.

Some may say that they are alighting the next stop, but this is not an excuse to be inconsiderate. Is it so hard to move ya butt into the inner sit?
One more common sight of the inconsiderate acts is also as shown below.

Did their item/belonging paid the bus fare to get a sit? What’s worst, they also still doing in when the bus is soooo freaking packed.
Its not that I am complaining cuz I dun get the seat, I worked as retail staff and are trained to stand as long as 13 hours, this 1 hour of standing wont kill me, it’s just that its soo dam annoyed to see people behaving in these manners.
Singapore is said to be a highly developed and advanced country, but why are the people here still having such barbaric and selfish acts?
Dun these people felt ashamed of themselves?

Anyway~ fow and foc komez are 1 month old++ today! Love ya lots!

9th May

Had a somehow – unnecessary feedback for our LTT training and we are off at 3pm ++!
Woo, went to tampinese swimming complex and had a swim/sun tanning session with Jordan. Finally able to make use of my sun tan lotion today! Swim a lap back and forth and I felt that it’s kinda slow swimming, maybe too much land running already...
Went tanning at the suntan roof and we like only tanned our front part of our body, cuz when we wan to tan our back, the sun is like GONE! Roar! We then went to the relax pool to slack as the normal too was tooo packed.
Swam abit at the relax pool and most of the user there are small kids, then I told jor what if we will to get infected with Hand-Foot-And- Mouth disease here! Cuz the disease is like sooo popular and wide spreading among the kids these days! I also accidentally drank a mouthful of water there la!! Arrg, We then went bath and changed then I went back to sch to meet the mini tef as we were going to 85 for dinner today=)
Chatted lots of stuff from like dead bodies to the recent news of the girl whom died brain dead cuz she drank 2 bottles of Soya source at a go.
Also discussed about DHL and yunru was like soo angry when her friend got a lower gpq then her and still receive the award but she didn’t! the best part is that jiamin said ‘ did u shifted house? Maybe the letter never reach u because of that ‘ hahaha! This is super funny I swear.
Lots of fun and jokes there while we had our food, lots of food, especially the $8 O-Lua without O, which means $8 of fried egg + starch!
Yunru was like laughing into tears and kandis is soo loud that most of the time the people there having their meals was like looking at us cause of that=P
Bao and Jiamin then set off to parkway then kaiming, jo-an, kandis yunru and me walk the super tua far route to bedok interchange. As usual, nonsence, laughter and fun on our there. Break at there a while before we all part off. Took 25 with jo-an and kandis, 25 sent them home while I took that cuz I meeting Joanna at serangoon to meet up with dee, lynette and maybelin for chom chom’s chocolate Tao Hui.
Didn’t know where to alight so I keep a look out for Joanna while I was reaching serangoon. However, I still miss the stop cuz Joanna only came out when my bus passed the stop! Walked back 1 stop and then we walk to the another bus-stop to take 315 to chom chom. We saw 315 incoming before we reach the stop and we ran super crazy to the bus stop, almost missed the 315 as we forgot to flag the bus. Luckily never miss, else we sure to be curse and swear =xMet Maybelin there, dee and lynette was late for like 1 hour! After all arrived we then ordered the TaoHui. 1st time eating the tao hui there and there’s quite a few falvour to choose from.

. E.g we had the chocolate, bandung, mange and the strawberry ones!
Super nice ok! Then we had craving for BBQ wings and then also ate stingray la!
Maybelin was super determined to finish the stingray even though its like soo spicy! She also insist to have a drink after finishing then more shiok shoik, its dam funny la her expression and it really sent the 4 of us laughing!
Saw cheng yu, han bing and Gordon there too, they went there to have super too!
Had like 5 dishes there. Super big Sugar-cane drink, TaoHui, Chicken wings, Stingray and lastly the mango milk dessert. Super full!
Walked walked around that area since its like 12+ already, no bus home too!
Went to ice3 and maybelin suggested to have the mudpie! Gosh! We all controlled her, she really gonna keep eating, then we walk pass rk house, she wanted Prata again la! All of us quickly get out of the food area and then jo’s bro, Jordan called and we also managed to get a free ride home.
Wooo~ super appreciate it la! Though the 4 fat people-> dee lynette maybelin and I squeeze at the back seats.
Thanks jo and Jordan again!
Super fun filled day~ <33>

its also the 1st month anniversary for fow/c komez friendship! love ya guys lots!

Also received the pics for previous outing from yy! thanks lots!:)

Journey to StarBuck at ClarQuey

YY, KaiWei,Steven

Guess Whos' Who:)

Jo, YY, KaiWei, Dee

Steven, Kaiming Yc
this pic took so long to take cuz kaiming said he duwan to stand in the middle, he said the one whom stand in the middle in photos will die 1st -.-! hahaha~ So end up everyone took once, but this nicest le la~ so use this =x

At StarBucks=)

The Member in the ' Interest Group '

A darli commerical? =x

Look at this, yy acting cute! hahahahahah! BTH!

ok, she realise she shld had hide herself =x

Steven and Kaiming Suddenly both siam when kaiwei was taking a pic of them close together =.=

L.O.V.E.S

i guess this is my longest blog entries of my entire blog le la! =D

i am happy, for you too

cuz i cant find myself a reason to be sad about :)

Labels: fun filled day

ineedAlife. 12:16 AM

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Back from the jogging with jor at the reservoir. Dee was suppose to me us at 4 at mush but we dun see a sight of her even till 440! Uncontactable as her phone was lost, so we ran without her instead >.<
Met bao at SAA building as we were suppose to go for dinner at Mensa but all of like dun have appetite so we decide to go home straight instead.
We walked to the blk 25 of eng that stop as its was the peak hour. Even though we walk there, bus 23 and 15 were like all packed and there are also quite a number or people waiting there for bus! Waited and waited finally we board a 15!
27 was also super duper pack and i waited like 30mins at the stop before i could board one, finally reached home.

Did my presentation stuff for tml lesson, i actually done it already but perry accidentatlly formatted the thumbdrive as there's virus detected. ROOOAR, but its pretty easy so no much trouble also =x
Slacked and mapled abit, but too lag in maple, donno whats wrong with my connection also and i died inside -.-!

Alrighty,time to slack abit more and tml's fri!

4th May
Sushi with Dee, Joanna, Kaiming, KaiWei, YY and Steven at Marina Square Sakae Sushi.
1st time havin meals at Sakae but it not bad la! though what we ate is like rice and rice, had some cute and delight orders too!
Went to Clark Quey' Starbuck where we had pictures, laughters and catch up there!
We also miss the last train and took bus 80 back. Miss the Bus 80 and i swear its dam annoying! we were at the stop when 80 pass by but didnt stop -.-!!! Had to walk to the next stop then the 80 will stop there.
Finally reached Seng Kang at like 1am, no more bus service to our house, so we walk from yy hse, to dee house and to kaiwei then reach mine. =P
The 3 of them were like almost lost and we were all super tired and soo felt like sleepin just at the roadway before we reach home la!
OK, more outing and catch up soon too! super love ya guys =)
will upload pic when got from yy :)

smile, and the world is still alright

Labels: Resevoir, Sakae

ineedAlife. 10:04 PM

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

RoaR!
Screw internet explorer! keep hanging when i open a new tab, finally i able to log in.
Went for a run at the reservoir then did some station workouts at the gym before meetin bao at 530 at mushroom. Travelled around the sch also to the bookshop to get some stuff while we wait for dee to finish her lesson.
Saw lots of people today, people like Samantha, Huimin, Jessica, Kai, Justin, Joey, Eugene and ++.
Eugene had a sprain at his back and its was like gettin bad so we went to find deep heat for him to spray on to relieve his pain.Finally got a deep heat, sprayed on his back and massage for awhile. It was ok at the beginning but awhile later, think the deep heat is kinda start to take effect and so euguene was like feelin some deep pain. But luckily, he felt much better later and soon dee arriveed and so we also got ourselves ready for the run.

By the time we started runnin, its already like night time. 1st time run the reservoir at night time and the street lights are actually quite beautiful :)
We completed the run much earlier this time as everyone put in effort and dee also ran the whole round without stopping. * clap clap *
And i just realised that i ran 2 time the reservior today and its like completed +-10km in a day la! hahahahaha! Kinda Proud of myself, hope bao dun call me fatty yc again =/
Went back to the sport gallery and we did some workouts there before going to change.
Changed out with bao and then dee also told us that she lost her phone.
Anyone seen this song ericsson W910i which was either the the sports gallery girls toilet or at the sport gallery sit could you please return to the owner..

Went for a dinner at Tampinese Mall Bk and back home!

Feel so like yesterday, when we were jogging together

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ineedAlife. 10:41 PM

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

Happy birthday to my ex-collegue ,Poh Yee, she was tranfered to Marina Square outlet for like some times already.:)
Another boring day at work today. Had a plesant journey back home today as the bus arrived just when i reach the bus stop. The driver also drove at a very fast speed maybe becuz of the Speed Racer commerical la~ But its really super fast cuz i took onli 25mins to reach seng kang.
Saw some news and this time it like reporting natural disasters that took away lives and lives.
Cyclone hits Mammyar and Huge waves sweep people into the sea in Korea.
Sigh, drought that causes rice to increase price, natural disasters took away lives, what the world is becoming too. =/

3rd May
Ecp-ed with part of the komez today.
Lots of fun, sweat and tiredness gained. =P

2nd May
Komez sports day again today.=x so healhty yea. ahhaha!
In the moood to ran the reservoir today, soloed the reservoir and its like my 1st time to complete it without stoppin for a break.
Still wondering where i got the determination and energy for the run..
Basketball-ed with sean and a few komezian at the court and its really a big workout as i really felt the tiredness and the going-to-cramp feeling=x
Dinner opposite sch after that =)

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ineedAlife. 10:05 PM

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Thursday, May 1, 2008

Back from the Labour Day work and its really tiring!
While i was on my journey back via bus, saw some news over the TV mobile.
One of it was the report of China had some workers havin some strikes and riots.
Hey, its like holiday and instead of restin at home these people go and create trouble... Really don deserve to give them holiday, got so much time to create strikes why not take my place to go work instead! Zzzz
School again tml, komez havin like a mini sports day again tml! yay, lets wack some balls tml!

30th April
Drillin and filing of our metal block today. A few of us whom had finished the work earlier took some pic! haha, like cam whore with those safetly gears la =p

'Gucci Shade'? =x

Pok Hao also own one of it too

Jor also! with the 'shade'!

Yc, Perry, Ferdando with the big ear thingy

oh my, this is also one of the protective gear.
This little thing is meant to stuff inside our ear to reduce the amount of noise we are expose to while workin.

its very soft, can be easily compressed.

Even after i smash it like so hard, it still able to slowly go back to it original shape.

If only we are all like this little thingy, what ever unpleasant, shit life gives us, we are able to hold ourself through it and stand help ourself up. How wonderful will be it~

Dinner with mini TEF at Tampinese Mall Central.
Ordered lots of food and simply love the dessert as its really sooo sweet!
Lots of laughter and fun , esp with kaiming whom is soo like himbo la! Love u guys lots lots!

Bao . Dee

JiaMin . Yc

Joan . KaiMing

Fook.Bao.Dee.JiaMin.Jo-an

KaiMing.Yc.Fook.JiaYu.Bao

guess it didnt make it to the shooting star

Labels: Labour day Love Tef

ineedAlife. 10:23 PM

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the great;

Yc
.1st appearance on Nov 8 1989
.Standing at 1.79m long

gimme gimme.
.a beautiful face
.chocolate!
.basketball
.lots of meso in maple
.my Cinderella