Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
hello all! finally its time for some updates! 3rd day of sch today and its like sooooo tua packed for everybus that goes to tp as the freshman was going for their orientation also. Waited for like 25mins then finally able to board a bus 23 and me and jor was like late for our lesson, luckily, the instructor was understanding so we were not marked as late=) Saw a dam irritatin sceace like this almost everyday. The bus is so obviously packed and the 'brainless' people are still tryin to queue to board, which causes delay to the buses behind and chained up other buses. Soo plz plz plz! if u see the bus is full, dun be such an irrrtatin human being to go chap in the queue to delay everyone!
the people whom cause us to be delayed
15th April Had a gym work out with dee, her friend,kc and sean after sch and we met bao jiamin and joan for dinner at Tampinese after that. Bao said i am fat and my lower jaws teeth is not straight! awwww dam sad ok! Chit chating session after that and its was really fun =)
14th April Sch start for me today and i had to get up like 645 as i needa be in sch by 830am! Sigh! had our briefing and we were like suppose to report to sch everyday 830am-4pm for the next 6 month! -long pant everyday ( i nv like to wear pants or jeans to sch!-.- ) -no handphone allowed! need to switch off ( but i put it to silence mode onli la x=) -Have to be in the trainin shirt everyday! ( bb to my clothing! ) -Notes as thick as half a 15 cm ruler =/
ok this sucks! and we need to do stuff like filing and sawing like DnT la! Its like bringing a new cut/scar at ya hand back home everyday! hands are going to be rough and ugly and its super tiring to saw and file and saw and file a metal block! Inhaling those metal ashes make my throat felt so terrible~~~~ Pain at jaws as we need to use force to file the metal block and we had to push the file dam hard and it somehow make ya jaw hurts!
7th-12th April Was away in school for Fo 08/09 and it was really a blast! The 6 days working with the people in Komez is really great and fun! lots of funny people inside the empire and i really really love u allll!
We were not really bonded in the beginning till the last day of FO when we had our trash out talk to pin point each other weakness and settle on stuff to further improve ourself for the coming FOC! its works and we were like doing soo much better in foc putting our heart and effort to make a great camp!
We were like top of the table for the 1st 2 days and till the last day when thee result was announced, we we the 1st to be read out. Everyone got stunned for like 5 sec and we still thought they read out the 1st empire 1st.. However, its the fact we got last.. Everyone was all shock.. its like the effort, the sweat and pain we gone through. The Freshie cheer for us, for komez not minding that they were last place. Its really super touching and the love was felt.
Soon, the gls were like mass breakdown and all were like crying at the back. A really great breakdown that send us crying and crying non stop, the louder the freshie cheer the more tears we shed =/ Emotional people! Happy graduating to fook and shermain! its been fun with u both giving inspirational talk to us! Some photos =)
