Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Monday, February 11, 2008
8th feb Met Alvin and we walked to chun wang's house for the gethering tonight. Catched up some with him tos ee how's he's been doing=) Oh, alvin was like going to be posted to the navy on 19th march! woah~ NAVY, like soooo rare la! yea! he told me like out of the 1254822722129 people per year, onli like less then 100 selected! woo woo woo!
We had steamboat there with wang's sister and a few of this friends. What caught my attention is this fish is kinda cheap and so i took a closer took at its label, OMG its IKAN BILLIS! lol! wang then told us that its a mis-label packagin he found when shoppin for fish at the supermarket and so he bought this as it was dam cheap =x
Gosh! didnt the cashier also like be smart abit to see what a big slice of 'ikan billis' he's selling! ha! this small slice of the fish is already like more then a 15cm ruler and i cant imagine the whole fish would be how big. If the label is put tuna, salmon or some other fish that are suppose to be larger in size, i still can understand... but Ikan Billis is really..... >.< the ikan billis Yea, had some drinks of martel and watched some movie through scv then we had our card games through the night till the next morning. And this is what i had for breakfast the next morning >.< Cny snacks again!
10th Feb Working today and i really felt soooo tired and slpy for the day! guess its becuz i didnt took any redbull as i was like almost late when i reach my work place =/ Had soo much craving for sour things and i went to mini toon to shop for some sweets, i mean sour sweets =P Yea~ Sour tapes, green apple, sour cola lemon bar and etc etc etc~~woooo =D
11th Feb School day! like AGAIN! hahaha~ We didnt had any tutioral today and i sugegsted to jor that we shld had lunch at the sugar loaf today! Yay! Agreed and asked yuan and willie too. We met at mushroom like 1245 and jor was late, again! woo~ 1st time havin lunch at sugar loaf~~ We then walk to sugar loaf and the place was like packed today, with angmoS like occuping 50% of the avaliable seats in the resturant. =/ No choice, we had to like seat outside, yea, a hot and sunny day for today~ We then queue for food, woah, say the dory fish and the chicken plate main courses~ Planned to order that but however~ when its our turn to order, all were sold out =//! Awww` no choice, we then ordered like Donuts, potatoes skins and the fish dipper +++~~ Look appealin yea:)the donuts was nice, its had fillin of bananas inside it =P The potatoes skin ahahaa~ this taste like BA GUA! its like pototes skins + bacon! ahaha! still feeling hungry~ we then proceed to engine blk to had the wantan mee~ yay~ Wan tan mee hurray~~!
woo, i am like so into jay de songs recently, hear the song wo pu pei by jay that night ay wangs house and i couldnt forget it! hahaa~ yea, even went to subscrible a Gmail account so as to regrister for a forum which had all of jay's lyric and even translation in there. =P Heres the song ;)
and.. the lyric =D 我不配Wo Bu Pei I’m Not Worthy
詞：方文山 / 曲： 周杰倫 Ci: Fang Wen Shan / Qu: Zhou Jie Lun Lyrics: Vincent Fang / Music: Jay Chou
Translation: cacky - www.jay-chou.net
**这街上太拥挤 zhe jie shang tai yong ji This crowded street
太多人有秘密 tai duo ren you mi mi is filled with many people with secrets
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去 bo li shang you wu qi shui bei yin cang qi guo qu There is fog on the glass and whose past has been hidden
你脸上的情绪 ni lian shang de qing xu The expressions on your face
在还原那场雨 zai huan yuan na chang yu during the last rain
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 zhe xiang nong tai guo wan qu zou bu hui gu shi li This alley is too crooked we can’t go back to the original story
这日子不再绿 zhe ri zi bu zai lv Days are no longer as green
又斑驳了几句 you ban bo le ji ju We have had our arguments again
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 sheng xia ban kong hui yi de wo zai da fang zi li What’s left behind is an empty big room
电影院的座椅 dian ying yuan de zuo yi The seats in the cinema
隔遥远的距离 ge yao yuan de ju li Have such a distance in between
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 gan qing mei you dui shou xi ni gen zi ji xia qi If there isn’t a on-screen partner, if feels like playing chess on your own
还来不及 hai lai bu ji I have yet the time
仔仔细细 zi zi xi xi in detail
写下你的关于 xie xia ni de guan yu to pen down everything about you
描述我如何爱你 miao shu wo ru he ai ni describing how much I love you
你却微笑的离我而去** ni que wei xiao de li wo er qu But you have already left me with a smile
## 这感觉 已经不对 zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui This feeling is no longer right
我努力 在挽回 wo nu li zai wan hui I have tried to salvage
一些些 應該體貼 yi xie xie yin gai ti tie Just a little bit more, I should have been more sensitive
的感觉 我没给 de gan jue wo mei gei This feeling I didn’t give
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 ni du zui xu de yuan wang hen bei wei zai tuo xie As you pouted, the tired wishes you made and the compromise
是我忽略 你不过要人陪 shi wo hu lue ni bu guo yao ren pei I’ve neglected them all you actually just wanted someone by your side
这感觉 已经不对 zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui This feeling is no longer right
我最后 才了解 wo zui hou cai liao jie I finally understood
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节 yi ye ye bu ren fan yue de qing jie Page by page, I can’t bear to flip the scenes
你好累 ni hao lei You are tired
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 ni mo bei wei wo diao guo ji ci lei You are silently repeating to yourself, and have shed many tears for me
多憔悴 duo qiao cui You look so tired
而我心碎 你受罪 er wo xin sui ni shou zui Yet my heart aches and you suffer
你的美 我不配## ni de mei wo bu pei Your beauty is something I am not worthy of
