Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Monday, December 31, 2007
50more mins to the arrival of the New Year. I was like slacking and sleeping for the whole day! Ahaha~ caught some online movie with the link given by Lai Hock=P Yea, watched some movies like National Treasure which is really kinda nice! More Movie yea!
My parents bought some food for celebration for the countdown too! Its been some time since i last stayed at home for a new year countdown. Jia you to those whom are busy working at this moment and have a happy countdown for those whom are out for a night of fun =)
Alrighty! Happy 2008 people! * this is really the last post of 2007 =)
Good Morning peeps =) Ahahaha~ kinda madness, cuz was like at Steven's hse staying overnight and i like didnt sleep throughout the night=/
Met Denise,Li Peng and Joanna at Tampinese Mrt then togther with steven, we went to take away some food for dinner then come to his house for some movie marathon =D Watched The Omen and its kinda slight scary show as some of the sceans are quite disturbing.. Got scared a few times and the 'scareness' was passed to joanna as she was like siting beside me onli. Whats worst, steven insist on turnin off the light to watch the movie and that makes the atmosphere more scarier -.-''
Yea, exchanged some gift and then we accompany Li Peng down to take cab home. Wanted to play dota with weng them but steven de wc3 file just cant seems to patch to the newest version so i finally gave up.
They then watch the 'a moment to remember' suppose to be a touching korean movie, but then i slack over the msn =x All the 3 of them was like knocked out by 3am but i still continued to watch a few more movie which steven has downloaded on this pc.
Watched the European trip, and i swear this show is darm funny, but there's some pg scean in it la. Quite romantic too as a america guy fall in love with his germeny penpal and together with his die hard buddy, they travelled to germeny, with some events here and there , and finally found the girl =D like soo sweet though =x
Caught the Starter For 10 and I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry too, Started For 10 make me realise that, sometimes in life, its not getting the right answer to everything, but the right question on it. We do make mistake, its how u move on from the mistake u make, not dwelling and do nothing about it. Yup, also do cherish the the one whom always stand by you when you are in need, sometime it might just be tooo late to regrat for not cherishing them before u loses them.
The Chuck and Larry show is about homensextual, yea. It teaches me, not to make passing remarks on people whom are different from us, cuz that remarks sometimes can a really hurting one. Everyone is different in their own way, we should respect and be supportive, instead of pulling people down=) Last but not least, we do need to move on in times of life, should be hanging at a timeline for too long.
Wow, kinda alot chimlogy for a Sat morning! Komez's Sentosa Outing later! wooo! hope to see more of the people turning up! AND PRETTY PLZ! The Sun Please SHINE today! i really wan a good tan!!!! =)
Finally, the day to swim arrived! Its kinda long since i last go swimmin, met jor at Tampinese pool at around 12plus. However! There isnt any sun today! awwwww! Jumped into he pool and the water was kinda cold and jor decided not to dip into it, so we like spent 1 hour there chatting =P
We then went back to school for a lunch, had western food at the design school then we went to engine block to do abit on the research. Didnt really do much then we decided to go home and rest =x
Was supposed to be at home sleeping but then i made a trip to bugis there to test my so call faulty ram. Went to the kingston convergernt centre there and i waited for my ram to be tested. While waiting, i watched those movie trailer on the HD definie Tv, kinda help me passed some boring times =D
My Ram was tested and the service man told me there isnt any problem with it. Went back to skylet to where i bought my ram from and asked the problem, they told me some time ram can be tested to be no problem but when installed to the cpu, it may have problem. At the same time, teo told me that i could get 1gb de ram for like 30+ buck each. Then i met teo and bought 2 1gb ram at a total of $60, so i can pass my extra de ram to my sister de pc to upgrade it too =D
Went back home to installed my new ram, tried a few time and still got the no boot message, then i called the skylet technician to ask for help, then i found out i didnt connect the power supply to my hard disk that why i couldnt get it started up -.-!!!! Awww, finally get it up done,, yea! enjoying a spped of 2gb ram now, eberything seems to process much much faster =D
Komez outing is also comfrimed, this sat 29th at sentosa. Meeting 11 at harbour front!=)
Swimming day cancelled, as jor said he's not feeling well for today =./ Awwww! i wan a tan!!! nvm, theres not much sun for today too~ lets pray tml will be a better day!
Changed my blog song=) Its called Way Back Into Love~ Heard over the radio for some times and thx to karen whom sent me the song=) YAY, a smooth and heart warming one, i feel la! =D Here's the video i found on youtube =) kinda sweet though. Enjoy people =D
Here's the lyric ~:) I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Jingel bell jingle bell~... All i want for Christmas is you~~
Finally Christmas has arrived. Received many greeting through sms from friends for this special day:) Merry Christmas people~ i still love u all =D
Kinda a different christmas for me this year. Instead of going with the flow of going to town, catching some shows in town, i decided to stay at home=) Was online the whole christmas eve and even on christmas day=p Most of the people are out for countdown on the eve and till the whole komez contact list which only leaving me and jiamin online, she was also feeling lazy to go out.
Today morning, my mum and dad asked me if i wanna go and pay my granny a visit, she was admitted to the hospital for an operation, i declined the request as i really felt sooo tired and lazy to do anything for today. My granny doted me most and i still did not pay her a visit when she was admitted to the hospital, felt so bad about that, awww, i'm not a good grandson =( Get well soon, granny =/
Actually thought of going out with dee jo and steven them for today, but it was cancel in the end. Sorry people!
Went to sleep at the later noon and finally woke up for my dinner. Ops, christmas had just kinda pass by me, let hope that next year will be a better one. =/
wooo!! Finally~ its sunday! got myself crawled up sooo unwilling and get prepared for work.. Passed by the neighbourhood basketball court and saw some guys playing basetball there, make me kinda misses the touch of the basketball =/
Again~ i took the music bus 156, however~ today was kinda different from yesterday! the air con was strong and its not really packed and soo i had a comfortable journey to j8 =) Reached my work place kinda early but its kinda a emo day for work=/ Wondering if its the music from the radio station or is it me thats emo ~_~
Another busy day as many are the shoppers that are doing their last min shopping for christmas gifts. Finally~ its time to go home. Waited for the bus 156 for kinda 40mins! and i was like sooooo fustrasted =Pp
while walking back home, i realised its full moon! took a pic of it yea=) Full moon~~=) its like 17min more to christmas eve~~ marry christmas eve to everyone in advance~!
*jo said i got alot typo in my blog, i tried to type carefully this time already =D
Just another tiring day of workin~ Took a 'air -con' 156 to j8 today but i felt like i'm in the oven for the whole journey! Whats worst, its the new music bus but i felt soo kinda uncomfortable inside =/
Had a semi busy noon and till like near 3pm and suddenly theres a few loud conversation between 2 customer at the cashier, then it got worst, they start pickling and swearing to each other, and 1 even called the police and the whole shop was like turning their eyes on them-.- one even called the police but both were already gone by the time the police officer reached. it all happened becuz one of the customer cut the other's queue. kinda childish though =P
Stand the whole day and finally back home=D Awww~ gonna work tml again =/
wooo~ its time to clear the spider web! Been MIA in this blog for like kinda long le =P Back from the tiring day of work at j8, todays' crowd was crazy!
I'm like serving 3-4 customers at every point of time! For. e.g customer A ask me to get his size of shoe then another customer would come to me and ask me to get his shoe size too, then the other 1 would come to ask me to get that shirt or whatever size for them! ITs really like turning me insane!!!
While working i also kinda miss the pass 3days otc camp~ Misses the people and the cheer we been doing for the past 3 days!! e.g
Oh~~ Ko Lei Cai~~ Oh~~ Ko Ko Ko M~ Ko Ko Mez!! Awwww~ soo much fun with the fun filled people in KOMEZ =) Hope to have some outing in some time soon!
oh ya~ pc went down~ bought all the way down to simlim and found out one of my ram is spoiled, so now my pc kinda run slower =/
Went to watch alvin and the chip much with denise,joanna and lipeng for lipeng's bdae, steven was suppose to join us but he was late,thus ended up meeting us onli after the movie for dinner~ YY came ltr and we had our dinner at fish and co =D a pic with the xmas tree~ Yc, Lipeng and Steven PS's De xmas tree :)) camera shy? not again! The Sun Shine Sister~ I swear this baby loook sooo cuuute! After a fishy meal at Fish& Co. =) The Happy People=^^
Term test term test! roar, keep it short~~ it sux!!!1 !$#$!%^!&*(!)_
Had my 1st visit to 85 market with denise, joanna, kaiwei and steven! Though i was a Sua Ku but its also kaiwei 1st time visiting 85market too! =x Least i'm not alone =x All of them had the famous Ba Chou Mee for dinner onli me and kaiwei ate something different. Kaiwei had the mix pork soup while i had a bowl of porriage for dinner =D Smile~ =D
