-i'm just a boy*.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

boo!

Another bored sunday!

Eat and sleep eat and slack till i finally took out my math book and studied=D

After 30 mins, gt sooo slpy and i went to coook some food or myself b4 loggin to msple to zak for jordan, his lvl 83 ice mage;)

Its Fried egg with Sandwiches for today!
1st get rdy the eggs and sandwiches~

Beat up the egg till got bubble bubbles~ so taste nicer=x

omg,~ dip the sandwiches into the egg and throw into the pots.
1st one so chao ta~ =

Practise make perfect=) 2nd one gt control timeing and heatness le^^

Finally~ all done~ Rdy to be served!=)

Whee~ finished eating~ then its time for zakum! haha~ so scare and excited for it, cuz its the 1st time i use ice mage for zakum=x
everything went well till b3~ some dk died some dc and my pt is w.o dk! omg!!!then i was being left alone cuz of my low lvl =(
However i surived till the end and gt a helm for jordan! haha~
Lied to him that i nv loot dao till he realies after he log in=D

Look, i am party-less =x solo till the end! =D

Labels: Jordan Helmed

ineedAlife. 9:53 PM

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

rain rain go away~
come again another day =

Labels: Rain

ineedAlife. 7:21 PM

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

its 303 in the morning and i still have not sleep=
Kinda hungry and sianned~ sigh! nth to do!
thanks god i am not working ltr =P hahas~

it rained kinda for half a day for today=\ and i am like listening to the song ' why does it rain, by Darin.. emo emo for the whole day! hahahaa
Been mapling for the past few days *as usual -_-*
Had my 49min zakum which ocst 80m for bombinb~ taken alot ss for it but lazy to upload=x
Had 3 of my freinds helmed, Teozezeizei, Euodit and xH0ney helmed^^
Played for xh0ney and she was so happy that she got helmed, wooo the 8th helmed i looted in my life, haha~ waiting for yuan and jor char to make the 10th=P
here's a slide show of it, rem to turn down the volume =)

then was actually going to play bball but when i was about to change to leave the house, i realised that my youngest sister cherie, will gonne be by all alone then. So changed my mind, and the weather also doesnt turns mi one for basketball too=x
slacked more in maple~ went some bossing trip with wols, cl, angel and even jordon! hahaha~ like so rare lo~ and did the sg flag quest togther =P

Sigh~ slack slack slack~ i swaer i am hungry now! but i donno wanna eat ma =!!! ROOOOAAR

Labels: Zakum record

ineedAlife. 3:02 AM

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

its August 15!
but no mooncake to eat as its not the Lunar 15th of august=/
MCT LESSON for the day! omg, we were like rushing the last min work as it is still not finish for presentation.
Same thing, yuan working hard and scratching his head off to do the code for the project tilll he almost gave up.

Yuan jia you!!!

Luckily, we manage to finish in time by 12pm and submit to the teacher=x
Phew~ Cleared all projects!! YAY!

Then we decided to go to Pizza hut for a meal or somehow a mini celebration^^
Jordon was so hungry that he start eating the chilli and the cheese powder as the pizzas were not served yet.
An accident happened todae as while we were eating, we heard the loud crash of plates and saw the poor auntie had dropped all the plate, gosh, hope her pay wont got deducted for that=

Had our pizza, feeling no full enough, jor , yuan and willie bought some mini breads to stuff them selves up=x
We soon parted as yuan was going NTU to collect his 'cup cake' and willie going Toa Payoh and Jor going home.
Took 27 back and rested b4 slacking around the com=x

Labels: Pizza

ineedAlife. 6:28 PM

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Got a morning call todae by wols at 8am+! omg~ haha~ sleep abit more then prepared to go school.
Met yuan jor and willie at mushroom but todae was different because i was the 1st to reach=P
Then we proceed to business school to have our Brunch again.

After eating then we went to Mct Lab to Clear our project.
Sigh~ Mct Mct!! ROOOOOAAAARRR!

Wats worst was that there isnt any interne access vaild the computer in the lab today! Luckily yuan got bring his lappy=)

Yuan was working very hard but me and willie felt so helplesss for the project=(

Try to contirbute in partly too, then mi and willie went to the book shop to get some snack and jordan requested for his favourite WanWan.

Bought some drinks and M&N chocolated and wanwan then we smuggle those into the lab without being caught by the lab supervisor=)
Jordan is also offically decleared as our WanWan Manager (WWM). =x

Some crazy pic of jordan :
*warning, the picture below may cause viewer to fell unwell, so look at your own risk.

Forehead of jordan~

more forehead

Multi Forehead Shot=/

The Big Bad Wolf-_-

IMH guy.

Finally its 3pm then we went for our dynamic quiz, After that we had our 'last' math tuitorial and we got back our quiz 2 marks, i got 5/30 for it =( sigh~ math really sux for this sem~ haiz!

Then finally school end and went to take 27back.
Saw my Former secondary school president, Lincoln, the torn in everyone's flesh=x
He took the same bus with mi and he was playing with Rubic square, omg, Attentation seeker or wat sia =x
he was like the so call nerd and a very proud nerd in the sec school, after some time, still a nerd -_-
Luckily the bus travelled quite fast and i reach my stops and i alighted quickly=x

ineedAlife. 6:33 PM

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Tired! really tired! Sigh

After for around 44hours of non stop gaming, since yesterday and i barly had just 4 hours of sleep for the past 2days!

Yesterday was a short day for mi as i onli went to lab in the morning, surprised yuan and yvonne again as i was once again, early for the class=P
Then we went to the workshop to see how the electro milling machine loook like, after answering some question, went to Mensa to have our 'brunch'

Post national-day Fever!

A typical inconsiderate Singaporen whom 'paid' for a seat for her Bag

Then went back home to slack for a while b4 starting on my gaming Marathon=

Tenguing~! Kill the ugly crow~

wack arr~

still haven down=(

One more tengu with new members

Fighting tengu with elvin0chan and his dear, hongdoudou

Come back~ stupid crow!

1more Tengu!!

Level 129 99.9% to lvl 130~

Tengu again~~

Played till 4am ++ and woke up at 7am + to continue till its finally 420 pm and its time for mi to go down to meet up for bball with huijun,jesse, jia hao, linwei, and run chao at 299:)

Was about to reach the court then i recevied a call from jesse, she was lost in sengkang with the cab driver =x haha~ finally met up with her then walked to the court and saw hujun was already there. Runchao came later with jia hao then linwei arrived last.

Played with some of the uncle there and its really tiring, felt so sick after playing and i decided to go home 1st, tml still needa work =/ Sigh~ maybe i shld go on mc for tml =P

Went to the Econ mart and bought 2 peel fresh fruit, white grape with aerovera and orange juice. Back home had my dinner and i feel that its kinda forcin to swoolled it =\

Sigh~ Gonna turn in early tonight yeah.~

Labels: Sick and Tired

ineedAlife. 8:27 PM

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Had a 4hours of sleep and woke up at 430pm~
Slack slack awhile then online then slp a while then wake up again to giv wols a morning call! i am not late this time ok=P

Then prepare my self and get to the bus stop.
1st time reached the bus stop sooo early and its was onli like 658am when arrived. Saw a few 27 came but i didnt board as it was really pack~ waited till like 715am then finally saw 1 emptied 27~ yay~~ Good thing always come for boys whom wait =D

Reach tp kinda early too~ reach at 755am and i went to blk 19 level 6. When i was there, the light wasnt even on~ wooooo~ 1st time in history i was the 1st to reach class, waited for like 5 min~ still no sight of yuan and yvonnoe. Called yuan and asked him where he is, he told mi the classs is at blk 15 level 7~ OMG! i went to the wrong lab!!! -_-
Rushed to the corrct lab then.. -_-

ineedAlife. 9:58 PM

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Woke up at near 7am and quickly smsed to Wols to wake her up! Sry that i overslept too that cuz u needa rush to work=
Quickly prepared and rushed to the bus stop and so happy to see bus 27 was reaching the stop soon too. However,when i reached inside my bag for my ez-link card, i then realised that i didnt bring it out! Arrrg~ then i remember that i had left is under my keyboard! ROOOOOAAARRR!

Had to run back home and collect my card! arrrG wat a mornin work out for the day -_-
Back home and back to the bus stop again and took a freaking packed 27 to sch.. ROOOARR!
Met yuan, jor, willie and yvonne at the lab as they had reach earlier~

Patched up the circuit but still didnt work properly! Yvonne also headace for the past 45mins before she finally give up too and went to meet her griup mate for MCT. Now onli left the most Professional yuan to help le! aarrrg..

things just don work!

Stupid project! ROOOARRRR

Wiring sux!! =P

willie~ why is jordon on top of u! F5

Wat were u both doing!! RROOOOOAAAARR!!

Work and work and work till 11+ finally we are done. yeah~ i did contributed by giving a suggestion to slove the last problem; need to press the push button for a while before it can function properly. =x

Finally done and willie went to summond the teacher but the teacher said he would come in later to check. Wait, wating, waited for like pass 1hours and i keep calling the teacher through his office but he didnt pick up~ SIGH! then yuan and jor went to the MCT lab as tml need to pass up something for the Lab also, so mi and willie waited in the lab to show the teacher the project.

Willie finally cannot tahan and he went to the bookshop to get some snacks~ yeah~ wanwan plz! hahaha! after 10mins willie came back but the teacher still didnt appear. =\

WanWan Fever again!

Job Done ^^

The 1st Tuesday that i had to woke up sooo early to go to sch!

Finally when it was near to 1pm he finally showed up and see check through our project. haha~ see see for like less then 1 min and he walk out le~ ROOOOARRRRR! we waited for so long just for the 1min!!! SIGH!!!

Then we went to design canteen and had our meals~ Then slack at cyber center and finally proceed to the engine blk to have our dynamic quiz! ARRRG! Totally know nuts for it lo~ The teacher came late and we were in the class 1st, the teacher came to the class and he told us ' the quiz postpone to next week, i'm on mc today' OMG! upond hearing this the whole class jump up! hahaha~ yeah~

Had our last Math tuitorial then finally back home. Sigh worrying about tml MCT! i really know nuts for it! and tml is the presentation and interview for the project! SIGHH!!!!

Labels: Quiz postpone

ineedAlife. 5:44 PM

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Monday, August 6, 2007

sigh! zakum failed! so manydc and died and onli like left 20people with almost 16 below 11x left in the altar~ took 30over mins to down the left 4 arms! -_-

Jessie~ dun worry, i know that maybe u are just feeling frustrated and findin someone to be vert ya anger. Wont be mad at u one cuz i know its simply not the jessie that is talking to be! get well soon! :)

Labels: Failed zakum

ineedAlife. 11:30 PM

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M-O-N-D-A-Y~
ARRRG! Its the start of weekdays again!
Woke up todae at near 10am and was like soooo unwilling to wake up but, no CHOICE! got to meet yuan them for the project nad breakfast too~ hahahaha~

Reach school kinda early as i reach before 11am! but yuan was earlier~ he was already sitting at the mushroom waiting for us=x
Saw Linwei and Hongda at mush too~ chatted a while and hong da ,mentioned that Adi had a plan of a mini gathering or lunch with us in someday~ yeah! ADI! like sooo long no see lo~ seriously miss u sia=) see u soon ok!

It was after awhile then willie and jordon came~ both went to submit Mc then we proceed our way to ITAS for Yong Tao Foo~
Had the Yong Tao Foo then ate our dessert and then we proceed to the ProAuto lab to touch up on our project.

Decided to change the previous 'unprofessional' project we rushed that time and so we kinda redo all~
Trapped in the lab for hours and hours and even aquire help from the SUPERWOMEN of the class - Yvonne! She actually can knock off at 3pm+ but she still stayed and helped us on the project. After Tons and Tones~ and i really mean Tons of TRIED~ we still unable to get the thing done. 5pm + le we still able to show the teacher our complete project and we got to go as the lab is closing soon~
No choice~ had to meet up tml to finsih it and Yvonne even volunteered to meet us at 8am tml and help us with it.
Sincerly i really thanks u yvonne for ya great help and effort! A Classmate too goood to be! =)

Packed up and we all went to take bus home. End up in a very packed 27 and i took a little nap as the journey back was at peak hours so will be kinda long =P
Backed home~ wanted to have some slp but making a last min zakum for Delpinus people todae~ haha~ Hope todae zak will be success yeah =)

Labels: Thanks Yvonne

ineedAlife. 7:51 PM

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

Gosh~ sunday again!
Crawled up at 9am + with my whole body aceing and struggle myself to work!
ROARR!!!! MING KU LA! WORK ON SUNDAY!!!@!#%^&* =P

Had a hard time working as all my joint are really painful and i am like havin difficulties reaching for stuff packed at the bottom lane in the store, further more~ TODAY MACHAM OUR SHOP GIVIN FREE STUFF! Haven 11am and already so many customer waiting outside le! SIGH!!!

Whats' worst is that the aircon wasnt working when we opened our shop~ Called the security department and they told us that the buildin is facing power trip so we we had to wait -_-
Busy for the whole morning and finally 'not so busy' after 1pm when desmond and the rest of the staff came for thier afternooon shift work =)

Surprisin Saw Jessie and HuiJun at the late noon~ wow` very eng sia they both~ but touch la~ they came to visit mi =x
Slack slack slack till late evening then finally finish work~ arrrG~ chiong back home~ rest rest rets~ busy day again tml~ =)

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ineedAlife. 10:12 PM

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

How wonderful it is to be resting on a saturday!
I really made the right chioce by choosin not to work today=P

Just Woke up from my mini 5hrs sleep and i am online doing nothing!=
Had my math quiz on thurs and kinda know nthing~ GG, rdy to fail again =(

Release of the Sg map in maple~ went to walk around and it had pots like Durian, chilli crab and even roti prata! haha~
Got a special heart effect same as wols and i am really High on it =P (very cool~)

Ah ma~ tell mi where my princess~=P

Omg the floating wols on top of mi!

why got mush cap on the plane top one!! F5

see see~ the heart effect ^^

Where is the ship~~

Gonna slack till noon till wait to go for baobao's zak and then meeting jessie and huijun them all for bball at kovan~

Came to think of it, its been kinda like 3years since i last went there=D
Yeah~ Hope to loot sth nice in the zak later~
Yuan is chionging 2x~ jia you yuan!! See u tue for zak =P

Oh ya~ Jordon was so 'blind' till he see the wrong timing for this Phyco Test which was suppose to be held at 11am but he went to school at 12pm instead -_-
Now Clinic closed and he also kan chiong for Mc le.. Good luk in finding a Mc =P

*Proof gone~*

Labels: Maple

ineedAlife. 12:11 PM

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

Woo~ 1st post of the month of august! its 12am no so offically its 1 August!

Things i did for the passed 17 hours of the month of july:
Woke up at 645am and gave wols a morning call~
Prepare myself and get to school.
Slack for the Mct lab~ todae was the interview thingz and i really had no idea wat have i learnt so far =( Kinda really lost at this subject~ thanks Yuan and jor and willie for puttin in the extra effort for mi!

Then we Ordered Pizza Hut delivey with our class funds! Collect the $160 worth of pizza at the main gate from the delivery man and back to Blk 21 lvl 2 and waited the rest of the clasmate to come and we have the Pizza Feast=P

Then went to the ProAuto Lab to finish up on our project. Willie and jor left 1st for the Cds and so left mi and yuan crack our brain on the stupid pro auto cylinder=x
Finally we completed it, with some un-professional method =x
Went for french and got our topic-Cafe~ Practised till 6 and we are set free for the day~

Backed home and slacked a while then 9pm helped Calvin to zak for his Dk.
Waited till 10pm the zak finally started.
After 1h 33mins of Tireing zak~ Zakum wan defected and looted a helm for calvin~ The helm was onli below avg on its int which is +13 onli~ but nvm la~ dk dun need Int ^^

Gonna have my math quiz in the next 9hrs~ shit! i haven got started on it~!! Arrrg~ time to rest le~~!!

ineedAlife. 12:01 AM

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the great;

Yc
.1st appearance on Nov 8 1989
.Standing at 1.79m long

gimme gimme.
.a beautiful face
.chocolate!
.basketball
.lots of meso in maple
.my Cinderella