Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HELLO! arrrg, finally the bored CNY days had ended!!! No mahjong no black jack no drinking this year!!! Woke up todae and felt so fat.. Saw those CNY snacks on the table and i told myself i'll nv gonna touch those crap again! Time to slim down~ arrrGGGG.. Mapled for a while then cant play cuz it gt server check, then asked yuan to dota. Played, then again, got some joker left the game halfway, spoiler..
Sooo bored, asked jordon and yuan wanna go sch study ma, haha, suan bian can buy some prepaid cards=P Finally, comfirmed time and venue and i went to changed. Ready to set of, prepared my stuff, BUT I CAN SEEMS TO FIND MY EZ LINK card! Arrg, lost again? searched my bag, my drawer and every spot that i think that i would be placeing that card. Searched and searched but still cant find it, smsed yuan telling him i would be late cuz cant find ez link.
Got so anxious cuz it a new card i just replaced last week and dun tell mi i lost it again? Clamed myself down and sat for a moment to think, where would i placed the card. Remembered that i last went out is for work, so i searched again the bag which raazmy gave mi hopping to find it inside. Then i found out its kept in the zip and i should had found it earlier when i search previously. -_- Wasted my time and enery and kan chiong for nothing.. felt so stupid of myself=Pp
Alright, ready to go, told mi dad i'm going school, then suddenly, he ask mi this: "Go school meet girlfriend?" HUH?! i was like soo shocked when he was liked sooo random to ask mi this.. i answer no... then he continue :" no? the 5th floor aunty dories her son same age as u got girlfriend le lei" zzz!! muz be the chinese year new where they gather and bitch around.. i replied " oh, good for him lo" then he fished by saying " find a pretty one ar, haha" zzz~ ok dad.. now i donno to be happy that my parents dun mind mi to have a girlfriend or be sad that i'm still single! arrG~~!
Walked to the bus stop, then i saw my bus 27 went away!.. haiz, waiting time again. While waiting i saw my reflection through the clear panel, and found that i'm kinda untidy todae! arrg, look so weird.. Promised this gonna be the last time to be so unneat la..
Waited for a moment, bus came , tooked then met yuan and jor at safra.Reached there, then the uncle told us no more cards le.. -_-'' He then gave us contact number so next time we can call in advance to avoid disappointed. Went sch, then like sit and chat for a while with jor and yuan, discussing about their marriage next week. Then like almost 4 pm, decided to leave, lol, think tml study better, todae kinda no mood=x Went to talk bus, while walking to mushroom, thought will kinda saw yc or wat but nv la. 3 of us took bus to interchange then spearated, and i went to the ticket office and claim my refund for the lost card for last week. Went to take bus home, soo lucky that bus 27 came when i arrive at the busstop. ahha~ its a new bus and the air con's kinda cooling=P Had a smooth and nice journey back home.
Reached home, as ususal, on com, thenslack at com for a while before i go for a short nap. haha! Kinda long time never took nap le. woke up at around 10pm and then time lo. Think thats all for todae ba, hope to have a good rest tonight, haha, like long time never slp le.. Good luck everyone for your exam, study hard!!^^
